❤ April 21, 2008
today gt some tots tt y here i am blogging away..
nv did i realise that nowsaday youngster are so dame mature le..
till i saw a blog tt set mi thinking...
a blog tt belongs to my cousin..
is it nowsaday generation of children r more IT savy and requirements different.
hai...thinking back the old sch days was rather boring..
cos tt time i was not 'in' with a boyish hair look..
cos tt time i was timid n dare not say anything...
cos tt time i was not pretty at all...
looking back make me wonder is it my upbringing which causes mi all this?
was so envy with her...
cos onli child...
though i'm the onli girl in family..
nv did i recevie such compliement fr my parents...
is it a gd thing tt they don bother mi..
or was i too independent liao..
is it gd or bad?
nv once did i hear compliement fr my dad...
always say u wearing too short n looks ugly..
if i wear too low say will zao geng..
must i wear conversative like those malays?
nv once did my mum tell mi tt i'm in puberty...
all things i figure wat myself...
secrets of cos cant tell parents...
tell brothers??
fat hope..cos they will 'bao toe' u..
am i a lonely freak last time?
reminding mi all this made mi cry n sad..
though i noe they treat mi gd...
now i hav my dear to depend on..
though i look strong,independent..
but i'm not..
however dear was there 4 mi...
his shoulders,
his body,
to let mi 'yi kao'...
whether
i'm sad,
happy,
depress,
cried,
he was there waiting for mi...
though i now miss him every much..
i will wait for him faithfully till dec....
for our big day...
every day,hrs,min,sec had gone by
i miss his
hug,
kisses,
the warmth he had given to me,
and
love
to me...
jus wanna say
i
love
u
rj......
She stopped her pen @ 4/21/2008 09:30:00 PM