❤ April 25, 2008
been busy working the past few days le..y i wan to work during this period when i am havein my first paper in a few days time...well i'm sort of an active person who cant stay at hm still the whole day de..so need some activities to help me 'wake up' my body and mind..been working for the past 3 days le..well i can say the pay not bad..selling shoes..but my poor right hand had to tahan all the harsh condition in moving shoe,taking stock etc....
now every tue n thur i'll be having aerobics class for 1 hr each..the class is an eye opener n enriching for mi..cos at the same time i can diet and exercise lo..been slacking for the past few months since the last time i went blading..areobics really help to exercise yr whole body and the best part was the aching part-a bit mild aching compare to jogging once in a while..
To my dear
my silly dear dear don need to say sorry de..its ok...though this yr u not celebrating my bday with mi..but i'm happy that u remember and care and loves for mi..there will be next yr n more....its realli fast that almost a month had passed by...time will show and tell everything...we have to brave through rain and shine, thick n thin throughout this period.. dear jia you for yr ippt wor..Rem the treats i told u if u pass yr ippt? hee...love u my darling..
She stopped her pen @ 4/25/2008 03:06:00 PM
❤ April 21, 2008
today gt some tots tt y here i am blogging away..
nv did i realise that nowsaday youngster are so dame mature le..
till i saw a blog tt set mi thinking...
a blog tt belongs to my cousin..
is it nowsaday generation of children r more IT savy and requirements different.
hai...thinking back the old sch days was rather boring..
cos tt time i was not 'in' with a boyish hair look..
cos tt time i was timid n dare not say anything...
cos tt time i was not pretty at all...
looking back make me wonder is it my upbringing which causes mi all this?
was so envy with her...
cos onli child...
though i'm the onli girl in family..
nv did i recevie such compliement fr my parents...
is it a gd thing tt they don bother mi..
or was i too independent liao..
is it gd or bad?
nv once did i hear compliement fr my dad...
always say u wearing too short n looks ugly..
if i wear too low say will zao geng..
must i wear conversative like those malays?
nv once did my mum tell mi tt i'm in puberty...
all things i figure wat myself...
secrets of cos cant tell parents...
tell brothers??
fat hope..cos they will 'bao toe' u..
am i a lonely freak last time?
reminding mi all this made mi cry n sad..
though i noe they treat mi gd...
now i hav my dear to depend on..
though i look strong,independent..
but i'm not..
however dear was there 4 mi...
his shoulders,
his body,
to let mi 'yi kao'...
whether
i'm sad,
happy,
depress,
cried,
he was there waiting for mi...
though i now miss him every much..
i will wait for him faithfully till dec....
for our big day...
every day,hrs,min,sec had gone by
i miss his
hug,
kisses,
the warmth he had given to me,
and
love
to me...
jus wanna say
i
love
u
rj......
She stopped her pen @ 4/21/2008 09:30:00 PM
❤ April 10, 2008
it been a week since my blogging le..recently was busy with my things n dear things too..went for wisdom tooth extraction on tue 8 apri 08..had a mixed feelings cos i scare n also my dear not with mi..heng its over in 20 min time n the pain was intense on the first day le..cried the first time when it was real pain..haha than still need to go school for revision le..n was super tired n mi went to slp super early at 7.15pm..haha
9 april 08 wed
lucky dear was hm early so can chat with hi in the morning wor..
today after SM class went to red hill for lunch with amy wor..than after that went to Grand Corpthorne Waterfront Hotel to take a look lo..hmmm not bad with the prices reasonable le..n also theres a back-up room available le..hee
10apri08 thur
today chat with dear..hmmm haven come up with a conclusion le..donno where to take man..sian..still in dilema wor..hai...help help!!
She stopped her pen @ 4/10/2008 04:20:00 PM
❤ April 3, 2008
haha so happy today dear online le..manage to talk to him via msn n mic..hee chat abt 2-3 hrs lo..time realli fly man..miss my dear so much. dear i will wait for u to come back in dec k and i will go slim down at the same time lo..hee hopefully i have the determination to do tt hee...oh ya dear u have to jia you n take care of yrself k..I miss u dear...muck!!
from now till end of nov,still have 241 days to go le..
n now its raining super heavy lo..sian...tot of goin to jog but cant..have to rush out a report lo than 3 more weeks will be my doom day..first paper 30 apr..haha...need to jia you...
She stopped her pen @ 4/03/2008 05:11:00 PM
❤ April 1, 2008
Happy April Fool day..haha heng nv gt kanna bluf by ppl le..lol..
hmmm today went to work with high spirit..but oh when reaches the workplace it seems 360 degree changes le..haha..realli no mood to work..
still not use to w/o dear dear or any msg coming in..so sian..i think he will be busy with work today...must wait till he settle his work n also the internet problem le..or else i cant talk to him..feeling so hollow now..wanted to cry but cant cry out..hai...oh ya dear my uncle ask mi y u sell the car so fast..nv tell him..haha kind of getting a scolding from him..haha
hai...wat to do...must ren ren ren..n also exams coming le..must jia you too..hee
dear must jia you too k..hee
She stopped her pen @ 4/01/2008 10:18:00 PM