❤ August 23, 2007
well well today i was thinking...have i change my characters over the past few months? DID I BECOME THE DEVIL OR ANGEL?
did i mature or still inmature? do i handle things in such a way tt ppl don like mi? did i talk too much? wat is the really mi now?
right now i'm confuse le...who am i? am i the past jerlyn that can endure anything and i very sui pian and forget the past easily? or have i change to the jerlyn who doing to be DEVIL and hate them? tell mi who am i nw?
so much things have change over the past 1 year..mi, environment, frens....are these changes tt affect mi too? is tt called life?
could i return to the kind of life i had before?carefree n don need to worry so much thing....
WHO AM I RIGHT NOW?
She stopped her pen @ 8/23/2007 11:27:00 AM
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For the past few weeks I been busy with my work and study too..nw have to juggle bwt 3 things liao- work,sch n my dear. Trying to allocate more time to my dear cos mi really broke liao..well there were many up and down and some sad things happened..but also have gd news la..
Movies watched
Simpsons the movie ( very lame n not funny show wor..haha donno how to xin shang)
Rush hour 3 ( not a bad show comedy man..)
My dear going to Thailand soon..haha I feel happy for him too cos his dreams come true wor..rem to buy mi stuff k..haha..than I can drive his car le..anyway I bought him his bday present in advance liao..haha so tt y this month hav to eat grass liao...
we also planning to go bangkok at end of yr with R & A..haha..see how ba..mi nw lookin for a job le...any1 had offices hrs job for mi? part time de...
12 aug Went to batam with the gang – mi,cec n bf, lt, sasa n fren…first time goin there..my parents ask mi to be careful cos a lot of snatch thiefs n robbers too..haha..i say don worry lo..the thing there quite cheap n my ah kim told mi can get addias there..but oh u noe wat I cant get my stuff le..so angry n sad man..i think my dear also sad cos I cant get his fav tshirt le..haha the tour really sucks lo..cos bring us to those ulu shopping mall jus like queenway shopping mall de.. but the most rewarding is the A&W and the massage ($20) onli or 1.5 hrs..haha..hope can go there again..
This month had 3 projects to be due soon..haha been slacking lo..but we manage to fin 2 liao..but still gt 1 individual to go..n oh I feel so pai sei for not attending my lm grp meeting le..haha..hope they don mind lo..but I gt do my part wor..haha..in otd grp oh y am I also so suay tt I get this kind of grp mates de foreigners somemore..hai…
Been working for almost 1 month liao..really can say tt the pay is attracting but oh the ppl I work with very jia lat le. Got this gal lets name her X. I first day of work she taught me everything..but her attitude of teaching rite is very impatient ok this I forgive her lo..cos is not like everyone is the same as u le..but shldn’t her attitude be better towards the new comers and also shld clarify n tell mi lo..i not a worm in her body lea…who noes.. so dame piss off by her man.. this gal really made my blood boils man..donno is our ba zhi bu he or wat..so tired of this man.. gt a recent incident which really x 1000 made mi angry sad hurt n cry…she thinks she dame big meh? Very time I quarrel with her I wish I don work over there le…hope is on the third flr…Help help who can help mi in this…sian….need to see her every other day…hope I can continue to work there w/o much trouble…somemore I stay low profile liao le.. every thing wan to make it big lo..like wanna chase mi out of the company le…nw write also angry…wanna go clarify with her but I doubt she will 1 to listen cos if I don I will be the ‘bad’ guy lo..n my impressions for others are gone…..DAME HER!!
She stopped her pen @ 8/23/2007 12:15:00 AM