❤ November 6, 2007
kinda of weirdo in me nowsaday wor...tmr anothe paper to go for OTD.well i donno y i don hav this faith in me for this participular paper le..i did study don say i din study at all..haha seem like i cant concentrate on my study..these few days i feel dame tired..is dame n not very..donno y..i will try my best to concentrate n absorb all the info..haha
help hj with its company for goodie bags foe an event..hee well i can say tt i'm grateful to her for tellin mi this lobang lo..haha though work for a day...haha i can say tt there will be constraints if u working with relatives or friends...there bound to be conflicts n disaggreement lo..well gt this data entry job for me...but well he din contact me..somemore its always last min lo..but too bad i'm with another company le..haha...for now i think i made the rite choice lo..cos instead of stagnating in those data entry job i might as well expose to more opporunties n learn more too..see which kind of jobs is gd for mi lo..haha
had been working last week..well wat i can say tt this company had many branches in a company..its kind of insurance company..but pls oh don avoid mi ok i jus a PA onli...i onli do those admin work..no invovle in selling...may b this had drain my energy..well wat i can say abt this boss or rather manager of mine..she the nicest person i ever work with..nice working with them lo..hee...well get to learn alot of stuff like investment n all..
well well for my dear dear had undergo so much stress n worries till i donno how to help him...cos mi rite now exam also stress...but oh dear u noe i always stand with u de...i try my best to help u whenever i can ok...hee dear dear jia you wor..
recently donno is too busy or wat i realise i din take any photos n upload..will be back to myself once again next week...looking forward to my bangkok trip le..hee...
yester saw my cousin blog...well i must admit i old liao...thinking back of wat she write made mi think when i was in sec n poly life..din realise she had grow up n in puberty stage n a stage where bgr is beginning wor..can see tt she is more happenin than me back than..haha..though last time i'm not so fortune where i'm still using pager n today they are using hp n internet..where on earth when my time was jus pager pager...internet was dame ex tt time..
may b is how she handle things n she look more mature than me..haha well tt time i dare not go for guys..cos i'm jus an ugly ducking...with an allowances of $5 per day cant go out..if not parents scold...see how patheic i am..everything is nono for mi..short hair don suit mi at all..i look like a boy..ppl thought i was lesbian wor..hai...sad sad...the growing up stage was not fun at all..am i anti social?? hai y y y..cant i born into a family with more understanding??not tt i hate them..i also realise tt my mum dote on my bro more than mi..haii...everything i do is wrong...do u get to drink those tonics made by yr mum for strengthing yr body??for mi is no unless i super duo sick..so i always tell my mum pian xin lo...hai wat to do..though i the youngest who can i seek help for??NO ONE expect myself..always telling myself have to be strong n i don need their help...u noe there was once when i was young...i gt thought of leaving hm so tt i can get wat i wan...although i din do it out of fillie piety....hai...y do i always have those guilty feeling when come to these type of thing...hai....ppl think tt i'm strong but in fact i'm weak n emotion inside mi...but who cares...is onli mi tt care..haizzzz....
hai nw goin back to study liao...Jia you!!!heeeee
She stopped her pen @ 11/06/2007 03:40:00 PM