❤ March 12, 2007
it had been sumtime when i blog lea.abt 2 weeks ba. it had been a busy n fun n stress days. haha
y i say fun days is that mi n my dear had many activites over the weekend n watching movies.
went to watch Letter fr Iwo Jima-->the show was in japanese but with chi subtitles. not a bad show but a bit gross and chan ren lea. gt 1 part where they are attack n nowhere to go n don wan to surrend to the american the japanese blow themselve up with bomb.this can say gross n sad man.watch this show i cried 3 times w/o my dear knowing..haha
another movie '300' jus watch--> its abt greek history how a king led 300 finest strong man to war.wow tts veri brave of him.this show was too gross cos there are heads being chop of n u can see those fine veins n blood.Ya i noe is computer graphies but i cant help feeling gross. hmm donno y recently watch show will cry de lea.haha
over the weekends we went blade n unfortunely my dear fall down while i chasing him.feelin a bit bad cos made his wrist injury lea.n he cant twist his hand so i was praying hard for him to get well cos he had a competition coming donno can make it or nt lo.i noe he wanna to join in the competition de.haha.been applyin medi for him so xin tong when i apply for him.nvm he gt his fav hello panda n cookies n cream hershey's bar.N of cos his fav orea ice-cream fr mac.haha.
DEAR GET WELL SOON Kjus 2 days back i had a very serious mood swing + stress. u noe la once a month thingy plus my test n projects deadline soon. was not really myself the last 2 days. had been tryin nt to cry n act as nothing in front of my dear.but no use de cos all my emotions will show on my face no matter how hard i try to hide it.ppl will see thru de. n i been stressing myself n kanna pressure by my family members to do well in my exam this year cos of last sem thingy.kinda stress out cos i hav high expectation on myself. but i noe pass can liao n tt my dear expectation too.
donno lea may be i stress out lea nw tryin hard to get my work done n also my projects to be done.i really scare lo.first time in my life i felt so stress n pressurized. i hope my family members don pressure mi anymore cos i don like n may hav neg effect. i noe they meant well but i jus don like it.
heard fr sumeone tt she had a small quarrel with her bf. well after hearing wat she say i wonder y guys(some guys) are so insentive to gals feeling.do they noe the feeling of emptyness when they are not there for their gals.y do guys like to make small small quarrels like they don care or don like the thing?y cant guys listen attentively to gal when she wanna to complain or jus nag(i noe u guys don like y cant tahan a while)?
may be too much emotions for mi to involve lea..too much stress n pressureized can made sum1 not be himself or herself.
will a gd nite slp cure everything?may be a cry will cure?may be excersing with tons of sweat?wat can i do?
lucky gt my dear pei wo m talk cock with mi.thanks dear for being there for mi when i need u..a million thanks will nt say how i feel towards u my dear.I LOVE U dear.
dear if i hav no time 4 u i'm sorry i 'll make up for all the lost time.w/o u my life is incomplete i be lost in the mist of the maze.
Good nite!!
She stopped her pen @ 3/12/2007 11:59:00 PM