lOvE iS iN ThE AiR

2009-03-11T00:10:00.000+08:00

i been here in US,Aziona for almost 3 weeks liao..haha life here was relax...well can say a full time taitai for a yr lo..i'm trying to adapt to the weather and environment here..now the weather had turned spring liao..tempture here ranges from 15 degree celsius to 24 degree celsius..cooling weather..

i been to several malls in the past week le..firstly we went to ROSS(which sell all the branded stuff or rather old season stocks at a lower place) for some shopping..hee bought a set of glasses le..hee which had 16 pcs at usd$10.99 onli le..lol..we n the gals went for makan at Native New Yorker for dinner..they hav S-EL pizza le..and it quite worth the prices le..haha

i went to ikea here..its almost the same as SG..no choice i had to go buy a computer cum study table...which the furiture company din provide it..saying tt i was super angry as i went up n down asking the mgt whether they provide or not..hai..conclusion is tt the furiture was ordered by the admin clerk...shld i say bad abt her??haha shld guess by now ba..

after that we went to Chandler Fashion Mall - a shopping mall...hmmm well the stuff there are all boutiques..which sells at the actual price le..hee..but we went to the famous Cheesecake Factory for lunch cum dinner and deserts as well...haha..Yummy was the word for the cheesecake..haha..

went to Arrowhead Mall too..one of the shopping malls in Aziona..haha went to America Eagles to shop for clothes as one of my frens had 40% off le..haha bought quite a no of clothes le..

for today 11 mar 09...i jio the gals for swimming in the spring..hee cool weather to be in the pool le..n also try out the jazzcui wor..nice nice..pic to be updated soon...hee

ps:facebook has the uploaded pics liao..so i not going to upload here..lol..

2009-03-04T22:25:00.001+08:00

Finally, i have the time to blog liao....lets start from the day when i depart ba...wahaha..it will be a long long and 'lo so' post le..lol..

21st Feb 2009 (sat)

Finally the day had come for me to board the plane le...wahaha..wake up super early in the wee morning about 3am to get ready for the trip.For me, i tried to slp but not able to slp well..think it might be the excitment in me had woke up le..super excited le..lucky today my elder brother to send me to the airport wor..he oh din slp the whole nite le..claim to be super tired le..haha..my father-in-law tagged along with us to airport le..haha i was wondering y he wanna go there le..lol..

finally reached the aiport, n omg the Q was long le..haha..have to wait quite a while to check-in my luggage le..haha..when its finally my turn,i was relieve that my luaggages will be overweight le..cos before going to the airport i was worried that my 2 luggages will be over weight cos i bring alot of stuff over le.. the weight for both luaggages will be 18.3kg and 21.8kg wor...lucky me le..

still had an hr b4 boarding time..Jac,Hao & James came to send me off..Thanks All!!hee =) lucky for them that i was being entertain by 3 of them..cos i was slpy liao le..lol..went to Xing Wang cafe to drink coffee n eat bread wor..haha..sit there for hr le b4 i go into the departure gate..haha..

for info,my departure time is 0720 towards Narita(Tokoy) airport and i went in at 0630..and by the time i walked in, i tot i was early but i was wrong le..lol..cos most of the passagers are already seated in the plane liao..for yr info, all my seating arrangement will be at the aisle le..but gt this ang mo that super big size le..almost 2x size of me le was seated in the aisle seat.. i was like wth u sitting in my seat w/o asking me for permission(but i din say out la..)..than like my character..i was forgiving la..i seat near the window le..haha..

See the big fat hand there..haha

throughout the flight i was very uncomfortable cos the ang mo was too big size le..haha..keep taking up lot of space wor..haha..sian...haha...but when breakfast was served, call mi kuku or wat la..haha i find it funny when the amg mo tummy was 'helping' to hold the tray like not enough space for him le...

sitting near the window seat had a disadvantage wor..cos go toliet super ma fan too..cos need to ren n some more the ang mo keep slping thru out the flight for about 7hrs le..i was like omg..as i hate to ren the pee..haha

finally reaching Tokoy after 7 hrs of flight le..haha..

arriving in a japanese language country and being alone...i was lost le..onli with 2 hrs of transition time,i managed to buy 2 boxes of Royce - chocolate and milk favour and 1 box of japanese cake...Royce was much cheaper ard USD$7..haha..went for my early dinner for a plain cha soba which cost mi USD$6..wahaha..i din do enough research on japanses yen le..i 'qi suo ba jiao' le..haha..by the time of boarding i was super tired le..=D

from Tokoy to San Franciso took 9 hrs plus le..haha i was sitted at the aisle this time le..but but point was tt i cant lean against the wall which make my neck so tired le..but the dinner i like it..cos its from japan side...i like the orange juice better..yummy..

lucky there is in-flight entainment le..but the shows was like duh...haha not nice at all le..been slping in the plane all day long...wahaha..

my timing had been upside down le..haha cos i have another transit to Aziona and know what i do??haha i see ppl rushing n rushing to another gate le..than i also rush le..donno for wat...haha in the end i ended up inside quite early and tired too cos its wee early morning of sun le...

finally i board the plane to Arizona..haha i slp all the way to the state le..haha too tired liao..the plane air pressure sucks man..it hurt my ear throughout the flight le..see how bad it is le...haha..finally i see my dear le..wahaha..oh ya,i find it weird that the luaggage claim is outside the gate de..haha..

being jet lag and 15hrs behind SG,i slept thru out the journey to the house le..haha..after tt went for dinner at min house..mi best le..still can play mahjong wow..haha..tired le..still can win some $$ wor..

22nd feb 09

today din slp tt well le..keep waking up every 2 hrs le..haha..but still i keep dozing off in the car every now n then..haha..my dear bought me to King Eggroll for makaning which is opened by Vietmese ppl le.. Eggroll in simple terms is 'fried po pian' le..i ordered a plate of sweet and sour pork rice le..very very ex which cost USD$6.50 le..wahaha...after tt is nau at hm liao le..haha

23rd feb 09 (Mon)

went to do my ID and went to eat A&W for my lunch le..wahaha finally get to drink my fav root beer float..but too bad they din have the waffle and the curly fries le..haha..

24th feb 09 (tue)

today nau at hm le..haha..dear dear came back early n say wanna bring mi go Buffalo Wild Wings to eat le..haha..onli on tue the wings are on 50 cents/wing le..hee..the taste ok la..i tried the honey bbq le..haha it was yummy..will taste better with rice lo..oh ya the stuff here are all b4 taxes le..haha..

25 /26 feb 09

haha these 2 days lili and hema cooked le..haha..we tried to make durian puff le..haha lili gd at baking stuff wor..haha..yummy durian puff and the puff itself too..haha..

Sunset from my apt!!

27 feb 09

went to the base department and gocery store le..hee..went to shop for some gocery le..haha..cos i going to cook everyday wor..haha...nothing much to say for today le...same as usual lo...haha

28 feb 09

weekend came liao..haha dear dear bring me to Arizona Mill for shopping..this is an outlet with many many brands such as nike,levis,forever21 etc..haha been shopping for 3 hrs still cant managed to shop fin le..haha..bought a few items lo..i bought a levis bag (cotton) for usd$10 onli.i saw the jeans quite cheap but donno is it last season liao or wat le..haha...forever21 racer back top for usd$3.50..haha...quite cheap wor..

29 feb 09

finally a week had gone by le..haha..manage to get use to the environment here..today its my turn to cooked liao..managed to cook dishes le..haha..but my house a bit jia lat..cos don have much things in the kitchen yet..haha..

nw i shall stop blogging..to be continue.......

2009-02-10T11:18:00.000+08:00

after a week of packing the cartons...my body was aching like hell..donno is it i getting older liao or due to not enough rest...keeping bending n carrying heavy stuff throughout the week..alone packing is tough!! finally packed 20 cartons of items n the cartons are gone by last fri le..haha so happy..u noe y!!cos my house super messy and dusty with all the cartons laying ard le..haha

yester was cny last day liao...times realli flied!!was playing mahjong last weekend- our last playing cos we onli cny than played de..in the end i lost le..is it cos i bought shoe and book? they say cant buy shoes during cny le cos in cantonese is 'hai hai sheng'- something related to bad luck...

this week will be a busy week for mi le cos will be meeting most of my frens b4 i left for US!!could be consider a farewell gathering as i still have 11 days b4 my departure..today the admin jus called mi to confirm which airlines am i going..wow for yr info huh i haven get my tix till now le..i was like sian man..so late than give huh...haha but no choice le..

2009-02-03T13:48:00.000+08:00

25 Jan 2009 (Sun)

today cny's eve,i'm suppose to go to my parents-in-law house for lunch..but too bad i was working till 5.30pm tt day!! Stupid company with stupid work..haha..so in the end i din go for my every 1st year of 'tuan yuan fan' w/o dear.

every year when the cny's eve reached, we as kids in the family will go to my mum stall to help..this year was different, we took turns to help my parents in different timing-2nd bro was down in the early wee morning,mi in the early morning(6am),elder bro was down in late morning le..weird timing wor..haha

this year our 'tuan yuan fan' was a little different, it was at my aunt house..we had this steamboat plus bbq!!!it was yummy..with my mum 'Yu Sheng'..HUAT huh!!

after all the makan-ing, we had mahjong session with my two cousins n my aunt..wat can i say? of cos i'm one of the big winner that night..won at least $6 plus..mind u we played as little as $0.50-$1 per game..haha..though its a slow win but i'm contented..which means my luck was here le!!hee

26 Jan 2009

Chu Yi!!Now my parents are working even though its cny!!cos my grandma was not here liao..so don need to wake up so early to pai nian...but this yr was different cos I'M MARRIED liao..i had to go my parents-in-law house to bian nian n also eat mee suan...first yr of going to bian nian at my parents-in-law house w/o my hubby,i feel kinda werid le..hmmm i think is pai seh?? gave ang bao to my parents-in-law n nauing there till they going off to their relatives house to pai nian..u will be wondering am i going to their house as well?? thw ans is no..a few reasons could account for that - hubby nt wif me, werid to be there n do nothing, most of all this year need to 'avoid' giving ang bao..cos me haven start working le..so siong le..

as usual we went to my grandma house in cantoment to pai nian..this yr my relatives also go..haha..waited till my cousin n her family to reach..nauing there was sian le..

after that went back hm...was mahjong-ing again le..haha..was so addicted to mahjong..cos we one year play one time onli..which is on cny..

28 Jan 2009

Chu Er!! this is another boring day to start with le...had late wake up due to mahjong session earlier on..haha..went to my godma house which is in bishan.. in the end the car which drove us there was the last 1 to reach though we were going off in 5-10 mins earlier le...ate the 'pig liver soup' was so yummp!!best man!!! hee was sweating all over le..

went to 'gu po' house..me at there was super boliao..wanna slp at the jokes they are telling abt..think cos my darling was not here ba..haha..

this year din take alot of pics le..may be due to the increase in age??haha..i think i'm plain lazy to take le..

28 Jan 2009

today start work liao le..hee but super no mood cos i will be off the next day..nothing special today!!

31 Jan 2009 (sat)

today last day of work le..haha..so happi tt it was finally over le..my mind now is that i had no mood to work le..as i wanted to go off earlier to my fren house for cny visiting le..reach wenbin house ard 9 plus as i speed down from my house..haha..heard fr jac tt someone face was super black when saw me le..haha..at tt point of time i was hmmm wat the big deal with me going to his house le..haha...was playing blackjack le..i do as banker for the first time in my life le..haha..was fun..hmm i din lose a lot..

1 Feb 2009

Today i had to go do some goceries shopping...as i haven pack the boxes le..hee..so tired..buying so many stuff le..haha..spend quite a lot wor..

2009-01-19T15:44:00.001+08:00

It had been weeks tt i din blog liao..haha wat was i busy with? Hmmm had a part time job as a sales assistan in a high-end shoe & bag shop..well the hourly pay was not tt bad compare to other shops..actually i was reluctant to work there from the beginning..cos i hate some bitches there...very fake..there is this bitch where she thinks she is gd at everything but noes how to use her mouth to talk onli..kind of dislike her...the ppl there have politices against each other..so had to be extra careful in words tt came out of yr mouth...now its coming to an end for my job le.haha..but i hate to work during the eve of CNY cos need to work till 5.30pm le..don like..

work was rather busy to keep mi occupied liao le..from min to hrs to day..

hee i bought my Samung Omina liao..a gift for Valetine's Day present from my hubby..Thanks dear...the review for this phone was great except the charging of hp part..well for this phone it nearly took 3hrs for a full batt..was wondering is this the norm?well at first gt so 'pei chak' in typing the msg..keep keying wrong buttons le..not use to it ba..but cant complain much le..cos its powered by window system..

recently i was super crazy and addicated going to Bugis Village to purchase tops n dresses le..hmmm i think one of the reasons are that it sold $10/pc though some pcs the quality are not gd..but i like the design le....haha bought quite a number of clothings over there le..hee..

thinking back into my old days..where a top of the same design costs abt 2-3 times much than now..so i y not i buy now..haha

looking back into 2008..it was happy year..which can be describe in 2 words - xin fu(辛福). Lets recapped back...was proposed by my dear,preparing my wedding, my last sem in rmit,dear going to US,coming back to marry me..

For my resolution in 2009, hope that our marriage will chang chang jiu jiu n be a sweet n xin fu wife..hope to upgrade myself when i'm in US..hope to go for my dream vacation in DisneyWorld with my hubby..hope my temper will change for the better n not getting any fatter when i go US..heee

till nw to CNY, still have 7 more days le..haha..so fast for this yr..but as a newly married couple, i donno need to give ang bao to the smaller kids at hm le..cos normally they say tt first year the newly couple need not give any..but heard that will still received some from the elderly le..wahaha going to shop more for my CNY clothings this week..oh i not hug buddha leg wor..i gt a number of new clothes at hm le..lol..

2008-12-29T16:38:00.000+08:00

haha most ppl will be asking how our marriage life in the past few weeks..well wat i can say is as per normal ba..instead of one person slping on a bed..now is 2 persons..not quite use to it at first..haha everyday is a new marriage life beginning for both of us..we tend to learn more things from each other..haha..

these few weeks i had been busy with my dear as we went out together n do alot of things..nv had these for 8months le..busy doing my medical checkup at the base,x-ray,medical review and visa for my up coming trip to US and also meeting up with dear's frens almost everyday expect a day when my dear was sick...hee still have 54 more days before my departure le..

during the last week of dear's departure , i was sick..cos he passed the virus to me lo..wahaha..feel so shag when send him to airport cos was having headache n fever,flu all at the same time..

for me now was rotting at hm..nothing to do but was spring cleaning my house le..cos it was super super dusty with all the building houses nearby..haha..but lucky i'm working next week liao..hee at least gt something to occucpy myself till feb ba..wahaha..now going to wait for my boxes,air tix n ITO to come..haha..so excited le..lol..

now awaiting for my honeymoon trip to disney world!!haha my dream of going there to see mickey mouse n all the cartoon characters le..wahaha..

2008-12-09T21:59:00.000+08:00

it been such a long time since i update my blog liao..was super busy as the time drew nearer n nearer to my wedding day!!lets recall wat i had done over the past few weeks..

21 nov 2008 (fri)

Met jane,ys n doreen for dinner at PS again cos i going to pass them my invites..as usual jane was late due to work le..first time saw her bf le..haha..the 3 of us except jane was guessing how the guy look like..haha had a fun time there...after dinner @ mahanntte fish market, we went to starbuck for coffee session..realise that we like to go there le..lol..had a fun evening nite there..hee..

22 Nov 2008 (sat)

went to dye my hair for the upcoming wedding le..haha went to the saloon abt 11am and was ready by 1plus le..it took so long wor to dye my hair..for my length it costs $80. I find it rather expensive le..cos tt tme i dye onli $60 plus highlight..

in the evening went to HJ's wedding @ the Jewel Box @ Mount Faber...well wat i can say is that the mgt sucks big man..ruinning a wedding..whoever saw this please do not go there cos they don hav experience in event mgt de..things don go well for my fren...making the experience @ Jewel box worst than ever i had gone to a wedding before..hope the couple realli enjoy the night wor!!

23 Nov 2008 (sat)

went to fetch my 3rd aunt fr airport..she purposely came back to attend my wedding from Australia..haha went to the wrong terminal..had to walked from T2 to T3 than back to T2 again le..haha..took ard 1hr of walking back n fro..why i'm walking there is cos i lazy to drive over there..lol

24 Nov 2008(sat)

today went to JP & chinatown for shopping.hee..together with my 2 aunts,XN,parents n bro..haha bought a pair of black shoe for my wedding..hee my mum paid for me.wahaha..i so bad oh..

27 Nov 2008 (Thur)

today met amy for afternoon tea session le..haha.. we went to Chashin @ the cathy for some afternoon tea session n nauing..haha..the enviroment not bad..can go there for an experience..ordered a apple cake n also a pot of tea..forgot the name liao..wahaha...

28 Nov 2008 (fri)

haha waiting for my new bed arrival..finally...but making a mess in the room..i hate it..cos i still hav my previous bed n frame still haven thrown..cos my parents say wan to see 'liang chan ji ri' to put the frame there le..tt y...i slp on the floor tt nite..no choice le..haha..after that went to dental..haha

after that went to meet my jie mei for the gatecrashing games preparations..althought i'm not suppose to be there..cos i might be the 'SPY'..haha they realli had fun preparing for the games le..lol

29 Nov 2008 (sat)

A day i was waiting for very long..cos this is the day where my dear dear came back fr US..the purpose was to get married and also back for hm trip le..haha..

went to far east for waxing..so 'qiao' that i saw cecilia there too..haha..oh ya we din purposely meet up 1 wor..lol..

the time was passing super slow wor..cos i keep looking at my watch..haha..3hrs b4 the flight reached sg,i keep looking at the arrival time on the website..haha..finally it shown which terminal wor..i also kc cos i also so eager to see him..been 8 months plus liao..

the time i saw my dear i was so happy..haha donno wan to drop tears or wat le..lol..he looked hagged cos long time in flight..hugged him the moment i saw him..the warm n familiar hug that i used to hug.hee

30 Nov 2008 (sun)

This day was super busy for me n my dear..went to my mum place to get the car n as well have some bf..after that went to collect the GDL cakes..but was not ready by the time i went there..cos i was rather in a rush...

after that we went to fetch my parents than went hm to 'an chung'..lots of things to be done wor..n also clean my house..cos super messy le..first time my house looked like b CNY le..haha

after tt dear dear go fetch his relative so call the 'matchmaker' to come to my house le..haha..had a great time mingle ard le..was at my house for an hour or 2..

after that we went to my bridal shop so that dear can get to measure his pants n try his suit wor..haha..Josphine let me try the newer gowns again..n within 2hrs over there i manage to change all my AD gowns to the newer ones..haha...

after that meet mf n family for dinner le..haha..went to west coast to eat le...

1 Dec 2008 (Mon)

Photoshoot

(Pls refer to my wedding blog @ http://www.ourwedding05dec08.blogspot.com/ )

2 Dec 2008 (Tue)

This day we went to ROM to take our marriage certs..haha first time went there..my dear took me to walk from Park mall to the registry..its quite a distance compare to walk from SMU there.haha my dear say this is a road of 'xin ku' for us to walk thru.

3 Dec 2008 (Wed)

today we bascially did nothing..cos was too tired to do anything..from the day my dear reached hm..was very very tired le..haha..

4 Dec 2008 (Thur)

This day was super busy n the timing was upside down le..haha cos alot of last min things to be changed.

morning:we slp till 8 plus b4 we go collected the rental car to be used on fri..nissen sunny: car no SDJ 1444 X..

afternoon:i went to do manicure & pedicure @ bukit merah there..seated there for at least 3hrs b4 my nails are ready..the experience there was good..cos my pedicure she do was super detail..feel my leg super clean le..haha..total damage abt $92..i find it rather cheap le..haha..compare to outside wor..

after that dear went hm n take the bridal car(which i borrow from my mum's fren)
car model: Volvo S80 - Car Plate No:SCU 6688 M.
first time driving this car..hmmm the car was smooth in driving and also the system in the car was digital de..haha

went to the bridal shop for car deco but the weather was dizzling so no choice had to go to the mulit-storey carpark to deco le..also take our gowns n suits le..something crop up la..nv tell us in advance wor..

nite: after all the things had done, it was almost 7pm liao..we had to faster fin up our stuff n also bring all the nesscary things up to individual house le..haha..

i think after that i was too excited n anxious le..din slp well..

5 Dec 2008 (Fri)

This is my big day!!haha

2008-11-18T21:33:00.000+08:00

so long i din update this blog le..hee cos i too lazy n too tired to write le..as i'm busy with my preparation le..n been busy with this n that le..running here n there..i now noe y being in event management is tough..have to rem this n that but its fun..

being in the house for 24hrs..slp eat n slp..this is my lifestyle now..haven go find work yet..hee well some ppl envy my life but not me...sometime it will become sian n tired de...haha..

haha still have another 12 more days till my dear dear come back le..haha n another 17 more days to go..hee...

2008-11-03T18:01:00.002+08:00

Now back to the happy things that is coming towards me..which is my BIG DAY!!haven really prepare all yet..today n tmr will be in full force as i had fin my exam le..so sian..

this week will be busy giving out invitation cards to frens n relatives as well..my ang bao box n guest bk n wrist corsages will be done by this week le..hee more update @ mywedding 05dec08.blogspot

2008-11-03T17:41:00.001+08:00

finally my exams are over le..today paper is really a killer le..ques not clear...wonder y the english so chiam le..ma chiam big lawyer english le..hai not onli me find it difficult le..pray hard that i will pass all the modules le..(i realise i keeping talking abt my exams)big headache man..

not onli today paper is difficult n i also din have enough slp le..is it cos i slp too much last few days? or scare i cant wake up le??or is ithai..suddenly i become so stress le..

seems like now lost my sense of direction le..donno wat to do le..hai...sian..all of a sudden LOST!!

2008-10-26T00:52:00.000+08:00

Thoughts that crossed my mind:

As i was studying n watching tv at the same moment..suddenly i feel a fear in me when i thinking of MC exam..although i had done my best in it and its over liao..but i still concern abt it as i super scare le..1 modules very ex n preious time will be gone...hope the coordinator moderate the end result..due to this it causes stress to me..*pray pray* i will pass all the modules ok!!gan xie

another thing tt cause me to be troubled is that the overall results will be out on 4 dec 08!!!!which means the eve of my big day!!!!what a thing to be happened!!thinking of tt,i think by the time i'll be super stress over this n my big day!!!wat can be done to avoid it??NONE!!many unanswered questions came n gone in my head...

what to do??

what to do??

what to do??

Praying is the onli thing i can do to hope for miracle to happen..*pray pray*

2008-10-25T14:37:00.000+08:00

these 2 weeks happen too many things liao..donno how to say...first really is the kid at hm...young n innocent..anyway its not up to me to do anything abt it..jus let her be..super sian...

2nd thing is my MC test that was taken last month...wat i can say is that i failed badly n almost half the class fail the test le..had done my MC exam 2 days ago..well i still din have much confidence in the exam..but i did my best already..as i mugging for the past 1 week le...pray hard i will clear all the modules as this is my last sem liao..*pray pray*

my last module will be on 3 nov which is a monday wor..after today need to chiong for the exam liao..which is Investment wor..need to study hard for it le...

than last few days went to serach for my cabinet le..finally came n i pack n pack those things into it..haha..now backache n resting at the same time le..haha finally my room look more pleasant to eye..and throw alot of stuff le..

past 1 week i too stress till cant slp cos my bed had changed it direction le..haha..cos need to prepare for a bigger bed in the upcoming big day..

time realli flies man..still have 38 more days b4 dear dear come back le..so haapi

had done some wedding stuff le..folding of invitation card,bought my wedding guest book, went malaysia to print inserts,date for confirmation, efile and many more..haha excited excited le..my big day coming soon...looking forward to it..

2008-10-18T15:47:00.003+08:00

well well this post is meant for someone to see onli..she might see or not its up to the heaven n fate liao...super angry n sad when i saw the blog.. well i shld reserve wat i'm going to say cos there's no pt to argue n explain now...

well now i i don wan to say anything liao...i noe u wont be listening to me de..by all means do wat u wan...if u any one day get into trouble or need my help,i will greatly help u..

last word of advise:i noe u r already grow-ing up there's no way can stop u now... but

BE RESPONSIBLE IN YR ACTION N THINK TWICE B4 U DO IT. OR ELSE BEAR THE CONSEQUENCES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

THATS ALL FOR NOW!!!!!

2008-10-16T12:16:00.000+08:00

hai last 2 weeks happened alot of stuff le....there was happy n sad thing too..for the happy thing is tt i finally printed my inserts liao at malaysia...hee..time for mi to give out soon le..

the sad thing is tt i shouldn't be involved in the' thing'..hai i regreted liao..but i'm jus concern le..hope that they are ok liao...hai x 100000000000000000.....donno y when this type of thing happen i tend to think tt its my fault that i ruined it all and carry this burden onto myself..i think its my character(likes to hold too much responsibliity) ba..may be i too individual???may be i shld let goog this character?haha...**ms jerlyn don think too much..it isn't yr fault after all...**wahaha!!!

2008-10-08T00:23:00.000+08:00

oh ya stress is coming to find me liao...left with less than 2 weeks to study for my first paper which is MC n less 3 weeks for for my INV...so stress n stress..keep blogging away...haha to destress le..lol

think i will be super busy these periods even though i wan to concentrate on my study..as u all noe tt my wedding day is nearer n nearer liao..my heart is not with my study at the moment le...will be meeting lots of ppl to pass them the invitation cards once i collected from JB...n planning all those things by myself...dear dear u have a good life le..lol...must treat mi gd gd wor..

2008-10-07T18:14:00.000+08:00

Looking back into the past..realise that time had flied very fast and me being 24 this yr and will be getting married soon.. Some of my frens are already going into the next phrase of life - being mummy or happily getting married one by one..some remain the same.some changed.

Saw the past photos that brings back alot of memories when we are young and innocent. Those happy moments that are always hidden when u kept them very long.. It help to brings smile back and remember those happy moments we once had!

2008-09-29T23:52:00.001+08:00

it had been a busy week since 16 sept le...had been busy rushing for my project le..but oh the week starting fr 16 sept i be super free le..cos nobody to jio mi out n stay at hm all day long n rot le..but manage to meet my videographer le..n the meeting with f4 n gals are cancelled n pushed backward to the following week..hee

22 sept 08

haha mi start chasing' fated to love u'..overall nice show..manage to chase all espidos in 1 week le..haha..so funny in the beginning than slowly sad scenio n i cried..haha than at the end it was lame but happy ending le..hee

meet cecilia on wed 24 sept for shopping n waxing le..my first ever time tried waxing..a little bit pain but worth it le..haha clean clean clean..but to me the price a little ex..for half leg is $25 n underarms $18 le..haha..

n also went to do pedicure le..hee had a dark red colour on my toe nail le..hee shiok shiok for my leg after scrubing..heeeeee

25 sept 08

skip my step aerobics n went to have dinner with jane, dorren n ys le..so sinful eating din tai feng le..hahaeat fried rice with pork chop, seasme bun, xiao cai n xiao long bao..haha passed dorren her belated bday present le..bought her VS spray..haha no need to headache le..

after tt went to starbuck for chit chatting le..haha n began snapping away with camera le..haha too long time nv took photos le..haha crazy us.. saw some F1 staff le..haha so envy them..hee still waiting for my pics fr dorren le..hee

26 sept 08

went to pennisula plaza with joyce to look for cap le..haha..went to eat long john..so qiao tt F1 practice night le..haha heard the sound of race le..so excited le..haha..it was so crowded at city hall station le..sian wrong timing le..hee

27 sept 08 (sat)

finally met the F4 n gang liao..haha after so many months le..haha..jess was not able to make it due to F1 le..had a fun time with them..so long nv meet liao..talk cock all the way..haha had a sinful dinner too..sian...went imm cafe cartel -grilled chicken with spaggitte n also a piece of cheese cake le..wahaha fatting stuff..

28 sept 08

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEARY!!

Hope u like the bday surprise from mi le..hee some more double surprise le..hee miss u dear haha...soon can see u liao...

63 more days dear u coming back le..so happie!!!yaya!!

watch the F1 race on tv..haha so excited le..but well it was good n exciting but it was boring during the first laps le..haha till the last few laps it was getting more n more excited le..

29 sept 08

had to rush inv project le..sian..stay in school whole day to fin le..hee so tired now le..hee gt to rush later if they had sent early le..hee

going to malaysia this coming weekend le..hee so happie!!after coming back from malaysia, i finally can finalise my things le..hee..so less things to worry le..haha..but will be stress at the sitting arrangement...

exams coming in 24 days time for my first paper for MC..need to jia you n buck up le..n my 34 days for my INV too...i too bo liao counting the days liao..cos after tt i be free...JIA YOU WOR JERLYN!!!

ps:to my frens, do get ready for some gatherings again so tt i can give out the invitation card le..hee

2008-09-16T16:11:00.003+08:00

here comes the lantern festival le...joyce jio mi out for lantern festival @ chinese garden..hee cos she has the corporate discount for her company..so save a bit of $$..when was the last time i was there??abt 2 yrs back where the theme was mickey n minni mouse...haha

thanks joyce n max for coming to fetch mi..hee..when we were there the q for the cars very jia lat le..haha..cos its 八月十四 n tons of ppl over there...haha...met meiling,junior n the 3 of us there..hai i become the light bulb of the group..haha..lucky the place was huge enough cos alot of ppl over there le..haha..

2008-09-10T12:03:00.002+08:00

6 sept

today is my inv mcq test...nv i imaging tt the lecturer told us those questions onli 2 -3 come out onli..super super hard lo..sian after tt le..pray pray i can pass ba..n also the test at 4.30pm..weird timing le..was so tired after tt le..haha

8 sept

is the day where i having my 2nd fitting..haha so tired used 3hrs of my time le..so pai seh used up joyce half day le..haha..whoever wan to see can go my wedding blog wor..haha..

9 sept

stay at hm whole day do my things for wedding..so sian n tired le..haha..so aimless after fin my things..haha..anyway i also fin e-filing my marriage liao..hee

today is 090908 where a lot of couples take their vows..chang chang niu niu...my turn will come in 89 more days to take my vow..hee

2008-09-03T09:58:00.003+08:00

lets start fr 15 aug: Happy Bday Cecilia!!

went out with cecilia for shopping and chatting..went suntec mac sit n chat lo..had a long chat with her...hee haven pass her her belated present le..haha...

17 Aug 08

waited for my dad to come back to get the car fr him so tt i can go fetch kf,hema n jayden...haha..speed all the way fr clementi to changi in last than half hr le..went to the wrong place to fetch them..cos its double yellow zi-zig line..haha kanna warn by the police over there..

he: do u noe tt u cant park here? give u a stern warning.its an offend.u can fine up to $150 n 3 dermits pts.
me:okok sorry...

mi so scare le..haha noe how to drive but donno the rules here..haha..after tt we went to kf house first as he wanted to surprise his parents..ask mi to bring jayden to his front gate.the conversation goes like this:

me:uncle, aunti come n see this child
(they ignore mi)
me: uncle come see la..
uncle(walk to the gate)still ignoring mi...
another aunti inside the house say: isnt this kf son??
me: i bring him back fr US le..

haha than they open the dooe for mi as kf n hema hidding behind the pillar..lol..so happy for them..after tt i went hm..

my another project is due soon on tue le as i'm the 1 who comply the project..had to hurry (MC)...

18 aug 2008

meet MC group in school to do the finally editing..hmmm i was like..well well..how shld i place in words le..anyway we manage to submit the project on tt day le..hopefully we can pass the modules le..

i realise tt towards the last sem of Uni life..i find myself a bit lazy le...donno is it last sem or wat le..tt y so slack le..

21 Aug 2008

another project due soon for WIL2 le..lucky i manage to find a grp for my investment le..or else i die lo..donno wat to do..anyway thanks to WJ for helping mi to find a grp..stupid lecturer don allow 6 in a grp le..hai...hopefully my grp members are not those super last min de..

22 Aug 2008

Meet Hema n family @ vivocity with HJ..hee as Hema will be passing mi the clothes n perfume i bought fr VS le..so pai seh ask them to bring back those heavy stuff..hee anyway thanks hema!! had coffee bean with them n we ate at hong kong gim gary..had my usual fried pork cutle with fried rice..yummy...

23 Aug 2008

Today rot at hm till evening time le..cos will be having food tasting @ my resturant GSH..the reviews of the food can be found in my wedding blog..

25 Aug 2008

today meetin up for WIL2 lo..hee hai...long story..anyway thanks WJ for helping us in the project...

27 Aug 2008

Meet Jac,Nic n WB @ amk after work lo..took bus fr bukit merah n change bus at macritch there...reach there abt 7 plus le..haha..was accompanying them to source for bday boy present..had black carrot cake at foodcourt...was chatting whether i shld go to the party..hmmm was kinda sad when a sms appear on my phone screen...anyway tt was PAST liao..

in the end the duel guys bought him a dvd play with sound system..cos his fren bought him a small plasma tv/monitor?..went hm after tt..so tired after a long long day..

29 Aug 2008

Today is the bday boy party..haha mi, nic,wb decide to surprise jac n wh..cos i said i not going to the party le..let them be unhappy a while lo..haha..tt is due to someone very 'special' lo..lol...thought tt they will drive us into aloha loyang..cos quite far fr downtown east le..haha...in the end we walked into the chalet lo..tt was quite a long walk..however it seem very short distance wor..jac was surprise to see mi..hee...

bday boy realli had fun tt day..kanna sabotage by his fren..haha manage to tape down some videos lo..hee..tt day din eat much cos din have much appetie to eat..think cos of too hungry liao than full by itself ba...haha..

after tt we went to sin ming there to prawn fishing in the wee hours..realli tired mi out lo..prawn fr 2am to 5am..super dude tired le..n somemore the next day still gt to work le..haha..haha i finally noe the tactic to prawn fishing liao..haha..in total of 5 rods which cost $120 we onli caught 35 prawns..so patetic man..haha

after tt went back chalet n shower to slp 5 hrs le..haha..after tt went to work..thanks jac for drving mi to kovan mrt le..haha..

30Aug 2008

mi n dear dear xin li xiang tong wor..haha when i at mrt tried to call him but no ans..than the next moment he called..i was realli surprise le..miss him so much...thanks dear for chatting with mi all the way to work le..lol..

Start work le..so tired n sian..don realli feel like working le..lol..but no choice..promise liao lo..next time see than do lo..lol...hee had fun with 2 of my collegues there...thanks WY for the present le..

after work rush hm to have a shower n ask my bro how to go pasir ris by driving le..hee...managed to reach there abt 9.20pm le..imagine i off work at 8pm sharp than reach hm at 8.30pm, than shower n rest awhile till 8.45pm than off i go..haha first time so fast reach there le..n i did not miss my way wor..lol..

donno unlucky or wat le..i brush my car against camery car le..haha..when i wan to reserve into the lot i brsuh against it le..heng le when i told the guys over there..they help mi to solve the problem by applying polish wax against the brushed area..haha n also lucky the camery is a beige colour de..haha

after tt went in to chat with the family members..haha went to bring a few rounds of poker majong le..hee..won $3.60..haha

after tt rush hm to hand over car..oh ya..i go to the aitport direction n fr there use ecp to go hm..so scare the speed camera le..haha..cos i almost speeding at 90km/h to 100km/hr...i noe tt the speed consider slow..but i still scare TP le..lol..

31 Aug 2008

went to help my mum as it is chu yi..so fast the ghost festive had gone by and also coming soon is the mid-atumm festive le...this 2 days i slp slp n slp..cos not enough slp..

result in studying for my test for 2 days onli..kinda rush..n i also to be blamed cos i din study in advance..can see fr my blog tt i had so many activites le..

1 Sept & 2 Sept

Stay at hm study n study...

tue which is my test today...well i onli read thru the notes and understand it le..hmmm din expected the questions to come out the exactly the same le..so sian...than some questions i do not noe..hopefully i can pass my MC...looking back..kinda scare le..so when exams comes..i shld put in more hard work..God pls let mi pass the module MC...thanks thanks..

went out for a walk n do my neccessary things so tt i can help dear to change $$ and also buy some stuff for wedding wrist corsage..had a tired day liao..slept in the bus le..

oh ya i been skipping my tues aerobics le.think is the rain tt don wan mi to go le..

next will be my investment mcq test on sat le..must jia you jia you wor..haha..

still have 90 more days b4 my dear dear comes hm..sooooooo looking forward to see him..n also fr counting of 250 plus days to 90 days...can see tt time really passed fast...

3 sept 2008

i wan to cut hair / rebond my hair...seem like my hair getting messier n messier liao..recently took photos of myself n realise my hair is super long n untidy le..hai...when can i rebond my hair le..hmmm after dec??

2008-08-14T18:34:00.000+08:00

lets recap on the past 2 weeks i had done...haha had hand in my first project on wil2..somehow had a rush project lo..been doing days n nights as abit of last min le..n work work work lo..oh ya i started my areobics liao...seems like i very lazy nowsaday...

National day is another day in SG le..its very quiet on the road ard 6plus..think every1 at hm watching the parade le..hmmm this yr w/o dear accompany me to watch the fireworks n the day seems boring to me le..the parade was as boring as last few yrs..all yrs seems to have the same routine le..haha..

went to prawn fishing with cecilia n jinfeng..well wat i can say abt the trip is tt u will have those 'ma zhu gan' when u caught 1 prawn...as a beginner...i had let go of at least 10 prawns n caught 4 onli ba..so lan le..haha.. omg the praws are cooked alive by him..i sare not cook anything..so er xin to see them die alive..

Xie xie ni!!!

2008-07-21T22:19:00.003+08:00

haha i'm back after 2 weeks to blog my wu liao ren shen..crazy mi today!!this month i can say that i had accomplish wat i want to learn all along but nv fin the time to do le.wat had i learnt?

1st i bought some art n craft paper to work on my personal project which i cant reveal now must wait till sept.spend quite an amt to purchase the paper n stuff..

2nd - mi n WJ went to learnt the art of making accessories.well wat can i say abt tt..i was very happy with the result although it does not look perfect at first try le.took a snap of the fin product.

here u go:::::

3rd - was half way thru with my car model, but still not fin yet due to the laziness in mi..btw it was almost done 3/4 le..so i feel not so much to be done..hee

4rd - was doingin some blog stuff n manage to set it up n going..

5th - manage to fin 2 boxes of dvds('bu la ke nian ren & Gong) with 1 week..well how do i do tt even though 24hr is not enough..tt is to become a real panda.le.. hee..i noe i a bit too late to watch Gong..but it was damn nice,touching n casts are handsome n pretty too...

well had meet up my poly frens for dinner n coffee...haha had a great time chatting with them..thanks doreen,yingshi n jane for keeping mi company till my bro to fetch mi le..

meet cecilia,trisa n liteng for another session of dinner on fri..haha went to suntec for sinner at fish n co..well i think i had it 2nd time in a week le..haha well we talk cock till nobody biz..i realise tt every restaurant had its own way of singing birthday songs..tt nite gt 2 person birthday so tt y io now than noe the birthday songs things..

sat went to city plaza @ paya leba with liteng to shop for my wedding shoe..guess wat we went there to eat fried chicken which is highly recommended by Trisa..was indeed nice better than the kfc orginial chicken..yummy..well we almost walk the whole shopping centre..mostly they sell lots of clothes there..but i manage to buy two pairs of shoe le..haha

school was as usually..but 1 project is due soon..i still relax a bit le..haha have to start doing now if not last min very sian :(

2008-07-05T21:14:00.000+08:00

sch had started a few days back..had wil2 for a full five lessons..actually is jus 4 lessons onli..well had the most boring lesson in the whole course but it was the most useful lesson..contradicating myself rite..this week had been fully used..today sat jus had a full interview with my classmates..at first was rather nervous le..but it was fun..lucky it ended early..

today went imm for shopping le..haha bought some book scapping items...all heart shape de..hee..after that went hm to make some cookies..well i think its my inexperience tt cos the cookies to be 'cha da'..haha so sian looking at the 'cha da' cookies..haha

today my dad was realli lucky le..haha jus happen that we are at hm tt y gt the call fr sheng siong..at first i tot tt it was a scam cos gt both ppl talking together le...at that time i was abt to scold them le..haha..but heng ah..gt pick up the call..my mum was like...super happy lo...haha..lucky us..

still have 150 more days to go le..haha miss my dear so much le..hee my dear now is there enjoying himself le..

2008-06-29T23:34:00.000+08:00

hmmm when is the case over??i donno le..my store manager say tt he will try to fight for my case le..sian...but don need to pay is the best lo..hee

haha finally today so call my last day of work le..next month i be working 8 days onli..haha they want to cut cost tt y le..hahai be so happy..haha working here need to spend some $$ le..i bought tights,use my own shoe..haha

recently i take up some baking le..made some cookies for them to eat..but i find it a disaster le cos i using toaster oven..hee..next time will be a better 1 de..this is a time where i be making cakes,cookies n etc..so next time i make for dear dear lo..hee

tmr i think will be house cleaning le..haha..tired le..sch starting soon..hope can faster pass by than can see dear dear liao..hee

2008-06-24T22:48:00.001+08:00

hai y am i updating in such a short time...was realli suay le..having a problem in the store..so angry n angry with the person who steal the items le..the items there not cheap at all lo..all cos of no witnesses for mi to clarify tt i seal up all the items in the boxes lo..sad n angry at the same time..hai 2 items added up to $480 le..now need to pay as it was missing..sian.as a student cum part timing plus my wedding round the corner $$ was tight for mi..as u noe tt i not paying major items but small little items...now at the moment gt 2 of my collegues are sharing costs with mi..i realli greatful to them..if i can found out the cuplurit is who le..i will not let him/her go...but wat i need now is to check whether we can pay the cost price of the items..now i gt the urge to write to the GM le..hai..sian...

was so emotion tt i nearly cried in the store but i hold it till i reach hm lo..realli stress n sian abt this whole thing le..my mood was not gd since the incident happen..hope it does not tempered my mood on thur..how i wish my dear was with mi now..so i can hug him n cry..hai...

2008-06-22T23:16:00.000+08:00

haha 1 more weeks b4 the new sem start le..sian..now mi having pms or rather mood swings..work will be a major change for mi cos i still donno where shld i be working at le..sian...jus don wan to go over the other side as the place will be bored n also nothing to do if more than 4 persons there lo..more n more conflicts..i think i better don get involve in it...lol...

working life is realitise de..ppl like u than u stay..ppl don like u will transfer u to other places lo..hai..tmr see my luck where i shld be at...must ren n ren all cos of $$ lo..

lucky next month will be working le..lucky lo..at least gt some $$ le..hai..$$$ n $$ again lo..lol.. ren ren ren..the 3 words...

another week had passed...time realli flies man..still have 163 more days...waiting for tt day to come...

well saw my fren friendster..so happy that her bf propose to her at fulleraton hotel..i think they sure have a wonderful stay over there.Congrats my fren, Ann!!welcome to the MRS CLUB...

next my dear's fren hj also confirm married this year which is 2 weeks ahead of us..so happy for her too..we both have a rush preparation for the wedding le...but sure enjoy the process le..

next my fren hema will be extending her stay over in usa le..can see her when i reach there...must 'steal teacher' translate in chinese...somemore can see cute cute jayden le..

times realli fly man..my fren collegue's wife will be going to usa soon to meet up with her hubby...last time i met them was in april when they gotten married le..how i wish i can now go over n pei my dearest dear dear..

2008-06-13T22:14:00.000+08:00

haha i think i too lazy to blog properly on this blog le..cos i gt my wedding blog liao...lol...anyway this blog is more for personal le..all my happiness n unhappiness are written down so tt i can share my happiness n unhappiness here..haha later offend ppl than i noe..lol...

recently there have been sales going ard sg le..been working fr tue to fri non-stop..haha wat a nice week to get by man..hmmm was wondering whether they still wan mi to work till august ma le?cos at least gt $$ to get by le..hee the ppl there not bad..overall nice ppl..onli tt i don wan to get into trouble le so i keep quiet lo..ppl thought i cant perform le..as i do not wan to overshine ppl n i not gd at talking too..must learn some 'beautiful' vocabs le..haha

but i manage to meet up with Jane & Dorren..but oh my dear yingshi still not back yet..lol..waiting for u to get together lo..

last but not least my dear dear jia you wor..miss u lots lots...still have 172days more b4 u come back..i will keep counting down de..lol..

2008-06-09T20:12:00.002+08:00

hmmm wat had i done for the past week??haha busy working n also GSS are on the way le...haha finally bk my bridal le...more info can go my wedding blog n see...hee..

Last wed my results are out le..scare the hell out of mi...so scare to tt i fail..lucky all my results jus pass onli le..lucky mi..super heng lo..had lose slp over this matter le..finally over n next sem i be having 3 modules which 2 are examable n 1 non-examable le..

2008-05-25T23:28:00.001+08:00

Well it had been a long time since my update le...wat have i been doing recently..a lot of things had been happening ard mi...haha been working since after my exam le....can say realli slack work place but with the manager ard is different liao...haha

went back to old workplace n work n kanna virus(coughin,soar throat etc) fr her...been havin fever for two days n it been up n down..the highest was 39.3degree le...went to see 2 doctors n spend mi abt $80 with injection...but it did cure mi..haha

oh ya i finally book my wedding banquet venue liao..i think it also consider 'face' ma having banquet as wat my parents say as initally we wanted buffet le..its at Grand Shanghai..ppl will say 'chin na'..but i think its special le..haha..like the ambience le..next time will post the pic up le..hee

i din listen to my mum n went out the 2nd day of my fever..went out with Jo n see the bridal shops along tanjong pagar le...we went in to 1 Shop call S****go..spend there almost 1hr plus which i realli hate it..waste our time n the person talking to us is so persusive le.their wedding gown i don like it le..may b too much to choose..but their photographer not bad..came fr a well-know photographer...even thought aftergoin out of the shop as mi whether wan to go the sister compay called Z W******....so in the end nv go...although the service is gd..but i very scare le..cos too persusive le....the 2nd one is call S***tin...the wedding gown not too bad..its to our liking lo..service ok...the third 1 is Di G**..the service gd,gowns i tried liao not too bad, though the price a little bit high..but it cater to my needs...was considering whether 1 to take up this bridal ma..cos realli no time le...

dear dear was at canada rite now..hai so many things have happen which i don wan to say..hope dear dear is fine n dear i noe u can do it de..i so miss u le..dear dear jia you wor...when dec comes back everything will sail smoothly ok!!!Jia You....

2008-05-12T23:55:00.000+08:00

hai jus fin my biz finance le..the paper really hard man..hope my test result can pull mi up le..i so 'hui xin' le..today feel like crying after my paper cos i din hav time to fin le..hai n the most impt thing is tt it came out exactly the same as past year paper le..so sian le..hai..i hope i can pass can liao..

today went to bugis with WJ..realli need to destress cos i too upset n stress with all the things coming in my way...went bugis to buy a bag which cost mi $50 le..we today went fr bugis to marine sq..cos i wanna go see the bridal shop le..went to the bridal shops..total hav 4..bridal zones,bliss creation,the whitelink n golden horse award....bridal zone n white link is out cos they offer the package not too attractive...the other 2 i went in n check le...golden horse awards most popular in brand name n its reputation...for the bliss creation is for the attractive package n also the service by the salesperson not bad but a bit pushy wor..haha..need to talk to my dear too...we realli la-ki best can shop till 9 plus pm before going hm le..lol

oh ya last week went to ailin 21st bday le..haha drove to pasir ris n gt lost my way n made a big round b4 reaching there..haha...

miss my dear now..so sian..now i don feel like staying at hm le..am i avoiding certain issues which i don wan to face now??i think i noe wat..think liao i also sian...cos dear dear not with mi..hai...

2008-05-07T20:31:00.002+08:00

hmmm wat am i doin here where i shld be studying for tmr test??well i also donno le..recently it had become bad to worst since my 1st paper...i totally lose my concentration on doing things le..i donno y is it cos my stress level had been building up since the day where my 'p' haven come yet..till now i stress from having to pass the exam to preparation of my wedding le..

till now my venue,bridal shop,schedule for the day, n most importantly wat we wan haven confirm yet..now i realise preparing for wedding can be fun n stress too..the stress part is tt have to satisfy the elderly ppl and most impt hav to make them happy n not us happy le....intially me n dear wanted to have a buffet dinner..but now donno le...cos of all these things..i quarrel with my darling n this added to my stress too as we do not have enough time liao..cos most of the preparation comes from his pocket...tt y so stress...need to save more..i hope tt we can break even i happy liao..so guys out there who saw my msg..pls bao to cover the cost hee jus kidding..come n share my wedding joy can liao..

sorry dear pls accept my applogises..sorry dear

well tue was my bday...really getting old liao..but my mum surprise mi with a bday cake fr fei chui le..a nice mango cake..gt bday wishes fr my frens..thank
you all my frens..really appreciated..today din go anywhere jus rot at hm n study..poor mi le..hee

after all the papers has fin...mi gt tonnes of things to do le..donno gt enough time or not..n i be working next tue liao in the shoe shop..haha..opps..haven tell my the other boss tt i not working for her le..hee..sure kanna questioning by her de..sian when i think of this..1 word of advise..better not to find a boss tt treat u like a fren when u work..cos they will play mind game with u de n make u feel SO GD so tt when u leave the company, it sure come with gulity-ness..may b she treat mi too gd? this is my opinion...

2008-05-02T21:36:00.000+08:00

it had been a week since my last entries..so wat had i done...the warehouse sales was super tiring n thus makin my backache pain due to not enough slp le..haha.. bought a pair of juciy conture shoe @ $64 actual price $250..cheap rite..haha the onli branded shoe i have now..n a purse for $6,actual price $25..

$64, actual price $250

$6,actual price $25

than getting ready for for SM & EG exam...was super stress that b4 the SM exam..i was like huh these que come out for exam...than i a bit regret not studyin harder for it...think of it..its my fault le..hai..i hate the module but must love it lo...

EG which is today was average la..part A some of the questions did come out..but for part B the case study sucks man..1 que 30marks le..wrote 3 pages of bull shit le..haha

Pray hard i pass all my modules le..God bless mi...must go pray pray liao...

after exam i donno y i'm super tired le..always like tt le..

miss my dear so much le...but now getting use to it w/o him le but still feel a bit weird w.o him too..hee

2008-04-25T15:06:00.001+08:00

been busy working the past few days le..y i wan to work during this period when i am havein my first paper in a few days time...well i'm sort of an active person who cant stay at hm still the whole day de..so need some activities to help me 'wake up' my body and mind..been working for the past 3 days le..well i can say the pay not bad..selling shoes..but my poor right hand had to tahan all the harsh condition in moving shoe,taking stock etc....

now every tue n thur i'll be having aerobics class for 1 hr each..the class is an eye opener n enriching for mi..cos at the same time i can diet and exercise lo..been slacking for the past few months since the last time i went blading..areobics really help to exercise yr whole body and the best part was the aching part-a bit mild aching compare to jogging once in a while..

To my dear
my silly dear dear don need to say sorry de..its ok...though this yr u not celebrating my bday with mi..but i'm happy that u remember and care and loves for mi..there will be next yr n more....its realli fast that almost a month had passed by...time will show and tell everything...we have to brave through rain and shine, thick n thin throughout this period.. dear jia you for yr ippt wor..Rem the treats i told u if u pass yr ippt? hee...love u my darling..

2008-04-21T21:30:00.001+08:00

today gt some tots tt y here i am blogging away..
nv did i realise that nowsaday youngster are so dame mature le..
till i saw a blog tt set mi thinking...
a blog tt belongs to my cousin..
is it nowsaday generation of children r more IT savy and requirements different.
hai...thinking back the old sch days was rather boring..
cos tt time i was not 'in' with a boyish hair look..
cos tt time i was timid n dare not say anything...
cos tt time i was not pretty at all...
looking back make me wonder is it my upbringing which causes mi all this?
was so envy with her...
cos onli child...
though i'm the onli girl in family..
nv did i recevie such compliement fr my parents...
is it a gd thing tt they don bother mi..
or was i too independent liao..
is it gd or bad?
nv once did i hear compliement fr my dad...
always say u wearing too short n looks ugly..
if i wear too low say will zao geng..
must i wear conversative like those malays?
nv once did my mum tell mi tt i'm in puberty...
all things i figure wat myself...
secrets of cos cant tell parents...
tell brothers??
fat hope..cos they will 'bao toe' u..
am i a lonely freak last time?
reminding mi all this made mi cry n sad..
though i noe they treat mi gd...

now i hav my dear to depend on..
though i look strong,independent..
but i'm not..
however dear was there 4 mi...
his shoulders,
his body,
to let mi 'yi kao'...
whether
i'm sad,
happy,
depress,
cried,
he was there waiting for mi...

though i now miss him every much..
i will wait for him faithfully till dec....
for our big day...
every day,hrs,min,sec had gone by
i miss his
hug,
kisses,
the warmth he had given to me,
and
love
to me...

jus wanna say
i
love
u
rj......

2008-04-14T21:21:00.001+08:00

14 apr 08 mon

hmmm boring day without my dear dear with mi lo...but hee can see him theu msn can le...hai so heartache my dear was sick hopefully he faster recover n take care of himself if i not at his side lo..

been really restless these few days cos no mood to study yet le..haha need some movitation le..thanks dear for movitating mi..hee..i must jia you and work hard towards my goal my dear had set for mi de..hee

Goal 1 : My Dear & My Big Day!!

Goal 2: US & Disneyland

2008-04-10T16:20:00.000+08:00

it been a week since my blogging le..recently was busy with my things n dear things too..went for wisdom tooth extraction on tue 8 apri 08..had a mixed feelings cos i scare n also my dear not with mi..heng its over in 20 min time n the pain was intense on the first day le..cried the first time when it was real pain..haha than still need to go school for revision le..n was super tired n mi went to slp super early at 7.15pm..haha

9 april 08 wed

lucky dear was hm early so can chat with hi in the morning wor..
today after SM class went to red hill for lunch with amy wor..than after that went to Grand Corpthorne Waterfront Hotel to take a look lo..hmmm not bad with the prices reasonable le..n also theres a back-up room available le..hee

10apri08 thur

today chat with dear..hmmm haven come up with a conclusion le..donno where to take man..sian..still in dilema wor..hai...help help!!

2008-04-03T17:11:00.001+08:00

haha so happy today dear online le..manage to talk to him via msn n mic..hee chat abt 2-3 hrs lo..time realli fly man..miss my dear so much. dear i will wait for u to come back in dec k and i will go slim down at the same time lo..hee hopefully i have the determination to do tt hee...oh ya dear u have to jia you n take care of yrself k..I miss u dear...muck!!

from now till end of nov,still have 241 days to go le..

n now its raining super heavy lo..sian...tot of goin to jog but cant..have to rush out a report lo than 3 more weeks will be my doom day..first paper 30 apr..haha...need to jia you...

2008-04-01T22:18:00.001+08:00

Happy April Fool day..haha heng nv gt kanna bluf by ppl le..lol..

hmmm today went to work with high spirit..but oh when reaches the workplace it seems 360 degree changes le..haha..realli no mood to work..

still not use to w/o dear dear or any msg coming in..so sian..i think he will be busy with work today...must wait till he settle his work n also the internet problem le..or else i cant talk to him..feeling so hollow now..wanted to cry but cant cry out..hai...oh ya dear my uncle ask mi y u sell the car so fast..nv tell him..haha kind of getting a scolding from him..haha

hai...wat to do...must ren ren ren..n also exams coming le..must jia you too..hee

dear must jia you too k..hee

2008-03-31T23:12:00.000+08:00

what have i done today..hee morning was rather rush as need to go bank settle something...was so happy my dear called mi fr US.hee chat with him awhile lo..at least i can hear his voice le..after tt went sch for lessons..sian..another 4 more weeks my exam coming le..

help my dear to settle his car thingy in eunos than after tt i went to Sheraton Tower Hotel for viewing of the place..so indecisive le..cos have a few venues to choose fr n also the prices to take care of le..hee..

tmr will be working le..sian..goin to tell her i not goin to work for her anymore..as i don like the style in working there lo..hee..super dude sian when i heard i goin back to work..but no choice..have to ren ren ren...

2008-03-30T15:24:00.000+08:00

hai..1 day had gone by since my dear had left sg le..hmmm was kinda waiting for him today in the morning for his msn..but i miss it due to the lazy in mi cos i was slping..hai..but i was great that he arrive there safety wor..hee

today was so bored n mi staying at hm all day n time realli pass by so slowly le..super dude sian le..i seem havin an aimless aim today n doing nothing at the moment.haha

2008-03-29T14:05:00.000+08:00

hmmm almost MIA for a few weeks le..wat have i been doing??one of the reasons is that my individual essay for both eg n sm are to due..so been busy preparing for this..realli hate it cos its a 3000 and 4000 words respectively..super sian..

2nd reason is that my dear is leaving SG to AZ le..need to prepare alot of things and also for my wedding preparation...everything in 1 go..super stress man..both our parents had meet each other and talk abt our wedding lo..haiz..y always parents say anything de in the end they wan so much items..hard to please man..haha...so in the end was rom + AD together. my dear was so kc in prepaation..so everything rush but some of the things i do not wish to rush le..hee

today 29th mar 08 my dear going to AZ le..mi onli get a few hrs of slp cos doing last min packing lo..n something crop up le..super sian..cos dear dear not here to do personally..woke up at 3plus go fetch my dear than mf to airport...hai...control myself at the departure hall not to cry all the way back hm..haha..had a hearty crying session n doze off to slp le..lol..after tt went bank to settle something...

mi was searching the venue had come across several nice venues but was rather expensive le..still searching lo..haven decide yet..today will be goin down with MF n ailin to discuss lo..hope can get more freebies...n see how ba..

now waiting for dear to contact mi le...missing my dear so much le..haiz...have to wait 9 months later wor..counting down to my wedding..hee n mi too have to jia you in study wor..

2008-03-02T11:55:00.000+08:00

23 feb 08 sat

today first time went airshow located in Changi there..so mi n dear reach there at 11.23am..wow when reaches the pasir ris mrt the place was so chaos...donno where the q starting le..in the end went to the end of the bus interchange(where those army guy need to q up to go tekong)...was very disappointed with the management cos should hav anticipated the no of ppl entering the airshow area..waited 2 hrs in the q which lasted at least 3km...was jam in the bus for 1 hr..than with no instruction tt theres a security area b4 entering into the main site...was so piss off by then n need to q again..OMG..miss the air show by the black knights..

was there for abt 2 hrs b4 we goin out..hmmm it doesnt worth the price tt we are goin in $20/pax le..cos arrangement not well done n we din get our goodie bag..ppl realli noe how to make $$ but not organising it...than after tt need to q to go out n wait for bus..was q-ing for at least 0.5hr le..hai..wat A BAD experience..hee

24 feb 08 sun

went to mustafa to buy the things we need like EPO le.first time went there..the crowd of indian ppl.......no manners at all..hai..but the things in there are relatively cheaper than those Watsons n Guidance lo..

today went to victoric whole sales market to take a look cos my dear wanna buy goceries as his boxes are arriving on mon...went to JP for dinner n i totally forget tt we cant go JP ntuc on weekend cos it was sooooooo crowed le..haha than we decided last min to go clementi fairprice to buy...haha..we bought quite alot of stuff le..had a hard time carry all this to car n back hm...

25 feb 08 mon

went to dear house to help him pack some stuff..there are at least 35 boxes in different sizes..haha..realli hav fun packing...

throughout the week was packing n packing n buying those necessarities...been busy the whole week...but i need to start my projects le n test too..hai...so many things to do...

1 mar 08 sat...

last month realli fly very fast le..this yr had a leap year which is 29 feb 08..heard fr class FM95.0 she say on tt day watever u ask the guy to do he cant reject u..heard its a irish traditional..

pei dear go take medi at parklane there..haha after tt went to PS to walk walk..went for snack time n also went chinatown to buy shampoo n also buy ba gua formyself..this took as half a day le..hee

2008-02-22T17:00:00.001+08:00

had a pleasant surprise fr my dear for my VDAY...well actually the surprise i knew abt 50% when he say wanna pack something fr my rm..hmmm lets see fr where i start lo..

hmmm in the morning dear dear bought mee siam for mi than after tt we went to sentosa for the the flower spring...haha not many ppl in the morning le..haha took alot of photos le..first time went to watch flowers...nice experience...we also went to purchase the Song of the Seas tix for 7.40pm show le..

than fr siloso we walked to siloso beach resort where dear dear had bk in advance le..well by than i noe he already bk the hotel but i act blur lo...went to check in n was given the hotel rm key..our room was at the 8th floor..

once i tap open the door..the rose petals was scattered on the floor...wow was realli surprise..than while walking in there are rose petals on the bed written ' RJ LOVES JER'. Than my dear ask mi to to open the cake box...n i unexpectally go open it n it written ' Will you marry me'..the next moment he was kneelin on the floor liao le..fr this moment i was shock although i noe he goin to proposal in some way tt day.. than he asked the magical question..'r u willing to be with mi forever?' of cos my ans will be 'YES'...hee nv did i noe tt he will be doin something different tt day wor..hee i was super super happy le..

we cut the cake n eat it..it was a mango cum peach cake by baker inn le...yummy..yum yum...almost fin half of it lo...hee nice nice n yes theres a complimery champang..but we din get to drink le..

after that we went to the roof top for jcuzzie wor..it had a nice view over the siloso beach and with the dep blue sky....first time enjoying jacuzzi in open air..after tt its almost dinner time we went saka sushi eat..once in the blue moon for gd food wor...hee as he wanted to surprise mi so he drove his car to the beach carpark than change to guest carpark wor..hee...

went back to hotel n have a short rest b4 goin to for the show Song of the Sea..entrance fee $6/pax lo..when first reached there it was a big place wor...by the time i'm there its half filled liao le...the most exciting part was the fireworks onli lasted 6s wor..

after tt we went to the night flower festive again n took the heart shape flower wor..hee not bad lo..than we go take the Carlsberg Sky Tower for the night view...hmmm after it started spinning i feeling vomited le..haha...after tt we walked back to hotel/ resort lo..

but while walkin back..receive some bad news...went back n start cryin...but lucky my dear was there to pei wo..no choice cos mi in sentosa le..

than after tt went for nite jacuzzi it was realli cold due to the wind...was shiving in there wor..haha..no choice but to come out quickly n headed for a quick hot shower..than we laze in bed to get warmm..so cold even the air con was switch off....

the next day we woke up quite early as my dear dear not used to the pillows..after washing up we went for breakfast at the lobby wor..the spread wasnt much..onli a few varieties...but yohgrut is gd...keep goin to toliet le..

must make full use of the jacuzzi le..went for 3rd time..it was realli gd..but the water not tt clean le..cos of the sand n leaves fall onto the water..but we had our fun time there soaking and taking pics le..hee..

after check out...we went to dragon trail for a walk..this trail was rather short but tiring le..we walked abt half an hr reaching the other end of the trail..n also went subway for a drink n cookie wor...yummy...simply too lazy to walk back to get the car we went to take bus...very fast le..went siloso beach for a walk..it was dame sunny tt day..hee

we went to vivo to watch sneak preview ' L Change the World' i thought it was rather a lame show but it turn out good le..quite funny the way L was acting...

thanks dear for all the surprises n the trip u had given to me..

I LOVE U RJ!!

2008-02-22T12:55:00.000+08:00

well well lets recap wat i did during my cny le..simply too lazy to update wor..hee

b4 cny had no mood to prepare anything cos the mood is still not there yet le..

30 jan 08 Wed

after sch went to meet Jiayee n Alicia at Marine Square for a short gathering...reach there earlier than expected le..haha wow long time din see them had change so much le...i think i 2yrs plus din contact them physically but rather talk in msn le..lol..

31 thur 08 thur

went to remove my stitches early cos i keep 'playing' it with my tongue le..haha fast procedure..onli took 5 mins le..haha..

3 feb 08 sun

had reunion dinner with my parternal grandma n family at Po Zhi Resturant at tiong bahru...ask my dear dear don drive cos gt enoug space to in my dad car...haha ordered a 10-course meal n was realli realli bloated after 5-course..lol..

6 feb 08 wed
my aunt came back fr australia haha din maange to bring alot over to sg le..had steamboat at my da gu house...haha was dame full...thought of majong le but need to help my mum lo..lol

7 feb 08 thur

Happy cny ..haha this yr as usual cos my mum still working..so goin to pai nian later wor..heewent to my granny place n hmmm this yr i wear all black..donno y too..sian every cny the same to me le..

today first day majong session le..hmmm i think this yr i not gd at financial or luck ba..dear today come n find mi haha first time pai nian in chu yi wor..haha..

the next few days as usual le..play majong till 1am n visitng relative lo..haha dear almost pei mi all day wor..

2008-01-27T22:15:00.000+08:00

17 jan 08 thur

well well today went for work for half day..sian always gt last min job to do..oh ya my dear went for check up for his pc de...he won a gold class ticket for dec de..not bad huh..as the gold class ticket cost abt $30 le but onli applicable to mon to wed le..

18 jan 08 fri

this is my first SM class le..sian..went to afternoon class but i'm all alone le..cos all my frens going for morning class..today din pei dear as he had a wedding dinner at nite..hee

19 jan 08 sat

today went to blade lo..been raining the last few days n is the onli time we go out to exercise lo..we manage to book the tix for airshow in sg le..$20 per person le..hmmm a bit ex but once in a while ba..hee

20 jan 08 sun

went to vivo watch the show 'CloverField' this show sucks man..cos it not done professionally..any ppl also can do it..made my head dizzy with the filming camera shaking...i hate this type of show man..i would rate 2/10...the worst show i ever seen..

21 jan 08 mon

nothing as usual..went work n work..so dame sian...i noe y ppl at work place are selfish..hai..

but dear need to remove stitches but i cant pei him..haha

22 jan 08 tue

today luck din work or sch..today is 'shi wu' go help my mum le..haha been awhile since i went to help wor..than after tt went hm to slp thruout the afternoon..shiok!!

23 jan 08 wed

today had 2 classes till 5pm le..had formed grp for GM..the lecturer let us off early..pei Doris to take mrt while i goin to JP..realise tt the place had change so much with shops below the mrt le..like tampines mrt there lo..hmmm went there early cos train early lo..shop ard n wait for my fren to come n hav dinner..have a good chat with him..haha cos it was like 1 year than we met once le..

waited for bus but too slow..in the end go take mrt n walk hm..faster than i thought..

Home sweet home..

24 jan 08 thur

hmmm today will be my first appt for wisdom tooth surgery...b4 tt i went to PS to redeem the gold class tix le..n off i went to AH..too bad it rained n i forgot to bring umbrella n buy 1 at the nearby shop..

reached AH ard 3pm..lucky i was not late..but i hav to wait till 3.30pm for my turn..i was super KC le..cos 1st time doing..n my dear gt tell mi a bit abt the procedures but i was super scare man..

3.35pm went in n asked to sign letter of consent n asked mi to lie down on the surgery bed..put some cream to make my gum numb a bit...

3.40 pm the dentist injected anti-si-it into my mouth..lucky not tt pain..was so worry cos they cover u with blanket n also yr face except mouth..

4pm after the medi took effect i was asked whether i could feel the pain or not..than off it went to pluck out my upper n lower tooth..it took less than 5 min le..but after tt i was dizzy cos lie too long le..

4.05pm went to take a rest n also need to measure my pressure n heart beat le..than off i went to take the medi..haha lucky my dear come to fetch mi after work le..hee

fr than i onli get to eat porridge le..sian..but i think not pain yet cos the numbness haven gone yet..haha..ppl say onli take 6-8 hrs the numb will go off..but its not true in me cos onli till fri 12pm tt the numbness totally go off le..haha i scare the hell of mi le..haha

26 jan & 27 jan

mi n dear nau at hm..cos he is sick n also raining..nowhere to go le..haha

2008-01-16T12:53:00.000+08:00

wow time really fly man.it had been 14 days since my last entry le..hmm let mi recap wat i had done.

First week of Jan

hmmm went to work as usual..my weekend was burned either at shopping or rotting at hm preparing for my school le..hai need to pay sch fee le..so expensive le..another 2500 plates gone...

2nd week of Jan

been sch for 1 week le..always in the beginning of the semster theres' RMIT visit from australia.1 whole week straight with classes on sat too...sian..but still worth it..Tue went for the talk 'Work & Travel in USA' hmmm it was rather a rewarding talk but too bad i cant go cos still have another sem to go..

wed

after sch i meet dear at clementi for lunch..n it dizzle and ask dear to take bus n then misunderstandin my word..was angry with him for bringing the big umbrella..donno y i angry le i think i also bring 1 ma..so @#$%^&**(angry).. went to take passport at ICA..Wow been while since i went there.the system is self service as i applied online..not cheap le..$70 per book plus onli valid for 6 years instead of 10 yrs..it onli too 20 min to collect my bk.after tt it rain very heavy lucky dear got bring umbrella(i pray hard rain ma).. n go army market with dear to sew rank onto his shirt...had small snacks of tang yuen..

10 jan 08 thur

went to work n sian...don feel like working but no choice had to pull thru this period b4 i can say quit!!!
11 jan 08 fri

in my uni years this is the onli evening class i had..i realli don like evening class cos traffic jam everywhere cos office ppl are knocking off..n today donno suay or wat..when i was abt to step out of the house its raining cats n dogs..mi wet fr my waist down..haha...n oh i misses 3 buses full of ppl lo..n no choice but went up the exit of the bus..cos too many ppl in the entrance...

i was late for 15 min..sian n the lecture had started le...it was a really open eyer cos realli first time attend BF..but alot need to memorize lo...lucky dear dear came fetch mi..oh n happen to see my dear joyce there..

12 jan 08 sat

lucky this sat was the onli lecture i had..i don like sat pm lecture cos i cant go n pei dear..cos weekend is the onli time for us to pei yang kan qing..hee went imm with dear dear..hee go there eat SUBWAY..i think it had become a norm for mi to go there eat le..realli nice sandwhich..but realli exp..i believe everyone can made the sandwhichs n buy the turkey fr super markets..

13 jan 08 sun

sun as usual my dear bought me my fav mee siam..after tt we went blade at ECP..n lucky on tt day it had sunshine..half way bladin back fr the other end i sudden feeling supper moody n wanna cry..i think i think back of my plight n hug my dear dear n cried...i think myself onli la..am i a weird person who sumtimes like to cried in order to let out my 'men qi'?

14 jan 08 mon

today made sandwichs for dear to eat cos he going for his 2nd wisdom tooth surgery le..hmm the specialist was realli gt..though we reach there earlier as we had appt on 2.30pm my dear went in at 3pm n it took onli less than 20 min..there after went to take medi...took quite while cos many ppl are there..

n i wait till the rain started le..n oh i din bring my umbrella le n thought can get free ride to questown mrt...but too many ppl waiting le..lucky the rain get smaller n we walked to the nearest bus stop with our jacket covering our head..

15 jan 08

Happy Birthday Liteng!!

went to work as usual but gt lecture by my manger...sian..everything so high expectation...mi tryin to adapt le...so y cant u let mi rest..pay so patetic wor..

today dear second day at hm resting..too bad his com spoilt le..but he very gd came n fetch mi fr work..so happy with him...we went for dinner near NUS cheese prata shop eat...simply love the maggie go-rent (forgot the spelling)..but i had Fong Seng lasi lemak..the lasi lemak rice was gd except that their side dishes such as hotdog.sotong balls,chicken wing,thin fish cake...it was like they refried the food or it had stored overnight for many days..so hard n the taste was lost...

after tt went clementi mac to wait fir my dear's fren for catch-up session lo..hee..had a nice chat with her..but in the middle of conversation i had stomache le..i believe its the lasi lemak..cos i seldom go toilet do big biz at nite de...hmmm....haha..too bad dear had miss his show for golden rd..but manage to catch CSI..

16 jan 08 wed

as usual went to work for the whole day..was feeling super tired i also donno y le..saw my collegue give to both managers a small token of cny cookies..i was feeling super dishearted but i tell myself ppl taking a full time pay n i taking a part time pay..but anyway i still will buy them a small token of appreciation for them..later ppl say i nv treat them well..sian..another comparsion again...i really hate it lo..

today went vivo city to meet my dear agent..hmm i don feel like shes an agent to me..can realli gossips well with her..she realli no pushover lo..treat us like frens more than clients..haha..had a great chat with her le..pretty girl too...

Sweet dreams!!zzzzZZZzzzZZZzzzZ

2008-01-02T23:38:00.000+08:00

today is the 2nd day of 2008...had done spring cleaning to my rm..finally lo..after a year of dust..

well well..feelin for today is tt i don feel like going to work tmr le..so sian...sick n tired of the workplace thou onli 2 months there..still need to work part time there cos need allowances wor..the gd thing abt there is because of my collegues..don like the work over there..too stressful le..

For those who are workin...when u worked u shld be serious rite...not be 'xi xi ha ha' rite...who would be in the earth be 'xi xi ha ha' attitude to the manager..even thou the manager is gd to u!! we cant treat them as fren when working rite...who would have the rite mind to do tt...

For those workin part time, u think u yrself will be VERY involve in the work when u takin a miserable amt of salary?? N the expectation is very high of u with those miserable pay!!

It will be a very different story when u are working full time n takin a reasonable amt of salary..of cos u will put yr heart to work cos is FULL TIME n not part time..who would not put his or her full attention to the work?

Hai sian really don feel like working...as u had to endure those sarcastics fr yr boss which meant tt is gd for u to improve de...sian...wat to do cos ppl no $$ ma..

y must we have $$ in order to survive,everything increases but not our pay...hai....money money money pls come to me!!!

2008-01-01T10:11:00.000+08:00

31 dec 07

well well today is the last day of 2007 le..time had fly..it been a year where many things had happened..its not as smooth as i think..it had been up n down, been emotionally upset but all these i manage to pull thru it with my dear dear help.Thanks dear!!.n i need to improve alot of things and am trying hard to achieve it.

My 2008 resolution:
1) Miss my dear dear more cos he leavin sg to go overseas for work
2)To improve my communication skill
3) To lose weight for big day
4) To earn more money
5) To save more money
6) To exercise more
7) To eat more fruits
8) To study hard for my last yr of degree
9) To control my diet
10) To improve myself more

2007-12-30T13:37:00.000+08:00

been very lazy to write blog nowaday...haha xmas is a time for giving n receiving lo...haha went to my company xmas party on 21st dec at high street there...wow the food not bad n plus the sceanery very gd..can see the view of esplande n the merry go round, whole of clark quary n also suntec tt area lo. this is my first time attending such functions..donno i very lucky or wat..i wont a 100 ntuc vouchrs..haha

22 dec 07

today is baozhen big day!!haha mi n dear went blading n after tt went to sentosa at the islanders' club where she held her ROM there..the place,food n services are gd n worth the $$ lo..it rains on tt day..haha see them so xin fu..haha..hmmm i think i did not put on make up tt day n did not look my best lo..haha after tt rush to tiong bahru for my grandma bday celebration...wow i din noe tt she turning 99 in chinese calandar lo..tt long..haha

23 dec 07

actually today we plan to go tree top walk with my frens de..but last min cancel cos of the rain previous day.haha cos i don wish to go le..sian..but we meet mf n al at vivo for dinner...hee hang hang had grown up quite alot..hee so cute..noe how to made ppl happy wor..

24 dec 07

its xmas eve!!haha today worked half aday..sian as i wanna work for more $$ lo..haha..dear came to fetch mi after work..lucky he also after work le...feel so gd when he come to fetch mi le..haha after tt went to rent vcds to watch..heard tt his dad won a LCD plasma tv..so lucky him..pei him at hm n do some cleaning up lo..after tt went to my hm to watch show..haha..tt how we spend our xmas eve lo..hee

25 dec 07

Merry Xmas!!haha another day lo..went vivo for lunch at hog's breathe..realise tt they have onli xmas lunch..they food not bad le but its very expebsive lo..2 ppl eat abt 72 bucks le..hee thanks dear..than off we went to watch movie National Treasure 2 Book of Secret lo..so qiao we saw mf at vivo too.haha...after tt went hm nau again..my fav hobby liao le..haha

26 dec 07

today another day in work..sian really don feel like working today..but no choice..hmm actually din really like to be in this job cos too stressful le..been up n down these few days..realise tt i do have my weakness n this is the first time ppl had been so frank to me..hai..was really upset n their expectation are really really high le..hai for two days i been like tt

28 dec 07

after work meet up with doreen,jane n yingshi lo..haha told them abt my work...they say doin part time work onli n ask mi not to bother abt it..but i sumtime too emotion le..but cant help it lo..jus take it as a lesson n experience learnt lo..hai jia you jia you lo..haha

2007-12-20T11:00:00.000+08:00

hmmm let mi see it been almost 2 weeks since i update le...feel that the holidays are coming to an end liao..been so busy coming till xmas time..haha..

11 dec 07

today was another normal day working lo..the pay so little so sian sometime so much to do sometime nothing to do at all....actually wanna meet my dear joyce de but she keep postphoning it lo..haha..sian...then went hm slack le my routine all the same..get a surprise msn fr my buddy haha she back in sg le..

12 dec 07

today went back sch for enrolment le..2nd time enrol..haha see my uni buddy pass her her veri veri belated present..haha..had a gd chat n company with her in train le..cos meeting my best buddy kim in bugis..

bugis had change alot in the beasement..third floor food court..went went food court eat she ordered malay food abt 6 bucks le..alot of food but not nice..haha
went bugis village shop shop n most of the items abt 10 bucks lo..haha bought 2 items..haha thanks kim for the xmas present!! than we walk walk walk till very suan so after getting themedi at Mount E we went wisma starbuck to sit n relax lo..talk cock for 2 hrs le..hee than off she went to meet the other fren than off i went to meet my dar le..haha...

13 n 14 dec was another routine day for mi meet dear after work for dinner n slack at hm..haha n it keep raining for the rest of the day!!sian no choice but to stay at hm..haha

15 dec 07

dec was a celebrating month..today was my 2nd brother n sasa bday..happy bday!! today we very cute..park car at marina square walk to bugis than fr there back to marina quare for his fav char siew n duck rice in the foodcourt lo..hee after tt went to vivo watch movie..Good Luck Chuck was another R21 show..haha it was a comdey show not bad..can go watch le..

16 dec 07

today went science centre with cec,lt,sasa lo..haha was late with meeting up with them..haha went to JE foodcourt eat curry chicken wor..don like the sauce cos it more to sour sour type de..hee we park the car at SC..cos there free parkin..first time than i noe if u have nowhere to go SC is the perfect place man...can stay there abt half a day liao..not bad like pri sch kid goin for science trip le..haha..

after tt went to jp with cec n lt..haha..n its raining le..had dinner at subway n went to watch the warlord..hmm it by andy lau,jet li n jin cheng wu...haha..the show okok onli..cos i don really like war show..so many ppl dead..haha..those who lov e them can go watch esp the guys lo..

the parkin in jp is expensive n the cinema space is so small...i still prefer vivo de..parking cheap..

17 n 18 dec was another day in office..haha was so sian working there..end up chating with cec lo..haha..gd gd..n din meet dear dear cos workin nite shift lo..hee

19 dec 07

today was another day in office..don feel like workin le..super sian when see them....hai always last min than give mi work de when i abt to go hm..

today my cousin had chalet in ECP lo..haha lucky my parents came n fetch mi lo..haha lucky tt day din rain..gd weather..had lots of food n drinks..get to meet her frens as well..the guys cant make it de lo..hee walk to 7-11 for some food n tibits lo..in the end rent bicycle n ride back..mi gd wor..wear skirt also can ride..haha than we went bedok jetty lo..haha than my cousin told mi ghost story..haha scare mi wor..haha

thanks dear dear for coming to fetch mi le..haha miss u dear..had a tired nite wor..hee

2007-12-09T00:43:00.000+08:00

7 dec 07

Happy 1st year anniversary my dear!!!

Today i specially took a day off n pei my dear cos i been busy working last few weeks...so happy...time had realli fly..my dear had given mi my presents in bbk n early xmas present le..so fast rite..cos he kc ma..haha..

went out to bugis to shop,pray n buy stuff lo..din noe tt bugis had changes its layout at the basement...n window shop for a ring tt i like...cos....haha is up to him to buy le..but anyway i noe liao...haha..went to bugis had HIP DINER USA for dinner..its the brother branch of billy bomber..haha..n its raining...but i had a great time with dear dear...

I LOVE U RJ

2007-12-08T00:34:00.000+08:00

it been a while since my last blogging le..recently busy working n pei my dear dear..had been bao n gang for dinner as bao was goin to rom soon..so happy for her..lots of catching up with the gang..really great tt everyone was busy n well..our grp members not qi cos sasa was in sch...same as usual jodi was the grp kai xin guo...had a gd laugh for a full 2 hrs...thanks Jodi...

for two consective weekends mi n dear dear went to watch movies @ vivo..went to watch 30Days of Night and Heart Break kid on 1st n 2nd dec respectively..the 1st show was not tt scary cos its more to chang shi...but got scare by the sound.. heartbreak kid was R21..its a nice comedy show..not much of RA..but the word used r more mature n dirty type..

lucky my dear had gone thru the 5 days pain of wisdom tooth...but another pain is comin RCT..n he need to do it..hai too bad i cant take leave or else pei him..this took him another 1.5hr..not tt pain as wisdom tooth lo..so he need to go on soft diet too..

hee had a busy week..n my dear is still on leave..so gd oh...3 weeks striaght on leave..haha..

2007-11-27T22:02:00.000+08:00

had been very tired recently..donno y? may b is lack of exercise ba..haha been slpin n wakin up early..

24 nov sat

feel so gd as weekend appoarching..but today i need to help my mum..haha today prog abit rush as we had to meet cindy at velocity at 1pm..so kinda of din rest well was super tired..we went to hong kong cafe is near the shophouses for our lunch..passed her our gifts fr bangkok le..she also pass our belated gifts to us..so pai seh..had a long chat with her..

actually wanna go bladin de but not enough time as we goin to watch movie 'FRED CLAUS'...had breadtalk bread for our dinner in cinema theatre..the rating for this show was 6.5/10...a bit boring in the beginning..than after tt the story line start to get excited n nicer, the show goin to end le..hmmm have to reconsider if watchin it again..

25 nov 07 sun

thought of slpin late today but auto wake up le..as usual dear bought my fav mee siam for mi lo..haha than after slacking we went for blading..lucky the rain had stop..after so long din blade was too tired after a while..din noe tt evening time ecp had so many ppl..a realli a great fall man..hurt my elbow...

after tt we went vivocity for our show 'ENCHANTED'. it was a fairy tale cum reliaty show..haha not bad i would rate this 8/10...

my dear told mi the news abt the dragonboat traedgy...actually i din read the news..but after i read it..i was so emotion..read till cry..so sad for these 5 young men...hope they will rest in peace!!!life is short so treasure the person ard u...hai....

26 nov 07 mon

today pei my dear to ask info abt the bank...last min my boss ask mi go back to work in the afternoon as my boss need mi to be in.haha work till quite late..but its ok cos dear dear workin..haha

27 nov 07 tue

today wake up super early to make breakfast for dear..first time made for him wor..haha..today he had wisdom tooth surgry wow..haha pei him there n was waiting for him to fin the surgry..read the newspaper n saw the dragonboat news again...cried a bit...mi being too emtional liao..

the surgry took 15-30 min onli..tt was realli fast wor..haha after tt pei dear dear hm to rest..haha see him in pain i so xin tong...afternoon went hm for a nap wor..so tired..i still donno y..haha miss him alot wor..

2007-11-24T11:49:00.000+08:00

haha forget to add in....my dear n his fren 'chuan tong hao' le bring my surprise present to bangkok..haha was really very very surprise cos i realli din expect it..it on the first nite of stay tt dear let the cat out of the bag cos i say i wan to massage ma but he din tell mi wat the surprise..haha...

was showering away n he ask mi whether i ready ma..haha when i closed my eye n step out of shower i could smell chocolate le..i thought he went to buy but to my surprise it was fondue...haha thanks dear dear for the surprise...

2007-11-23T21:04:00.000+08:00

16 nov 07 fri

i jus back fr bangkok a few days ago...wake up super early at 3.30 to prepare for our flight @ 7am wor..was kinda early n din slp well the nite b4..reached there abt 9 plus sg time n we need to check in...but something crops up and we reach hotel ard 11-12pm...realise tt we kanna 'tok' by the taxi driver @450baht fr airport to hotel..

reach the baiyoke suite..the room was chalet look alike...n i din quite like the place...after unloading n go hotel rm..was kinda regretted in choosin the hotel..cos the tv was not in the rm as it was in the living rm..den after tat we went to eat A&W @ pantip mall...YUMMY!!!So long din eat liao...wahaha..think my dear super happy eating tt..

than went to platium mall to shop n eat...the mall sell quite a no of things,,actually saw alot of stuff wanna buy but we haven go CTC yet scare there cheaper lo...cos mi gugu first time ma..haha than after platiuam mall we went back to have a shower as ann was not feeling too well...well mi n dear at night go search for massage place but din manage to massage but we manage to aim a few pieces of nice clothin wor..but din buy the first day!!

17 nov 07 sat

well well on the first nite i din get to slp well donno is it cos of my flu as well?? woke up super early n nau at bed.. dear first time sleep so soundly on the first nite.. cos he always dun sleep well in overseas.. he need to take time to adjust.. too bad we cant on our tv..so far away from bed.. don like the hotel at all..than went for our breakfast the spread is ok la..eat not much lo..

after tt we walk to BTS train to CTC to shop for our things.. the BTS train is like our mrt but smaller in size.. and they r still using farecards.. miss those days haha.. we shop for 4 hours till my dear cant walk liao den we went back hotel n rest but b4 goin back hotel we had our lunch there.. hmmm it was tasteless if u don put any sauce on it.. but the best thing my dear had in the trip was the WATERMELON juice.. cos they put syrup to blend with watermelon tat y its so sweet.. bought quite a no. of things over there but i feel not enough time to shop le...than we went back hotel to rest n unload again..

In the evening we went to MBK to find buy some stuffs.. but found tat MBK stuffs is quite exp except bags sellin at 199baht lo..the boots pharmacy i went to buy medi to eat...n also thought of goin there buy my hand cream @ the body shop..realise tt it was so much ex than sg le..oh ya if u all say watsons is cheaper i don find it so...its onli cheaper afew cents to dollars la..but some things not cheap at all..oh ya if u wan to buy tissues there i suggest u all bring fr sg..cos they sell onli in boxes form..their packet type not like sg..after tt we went to the fifth ave at fifth floor to eat.. it like the sg marche style.. usin a card to buy food den end of it den pay was super sick with flu n my feet cracked with wound don realli feel like walkin at all..hai we din manage to do pedicure n manicure cos no time..

than we wanted to go hard rock cafe n see but not much time n we also walk into a street like bugis to see but they goin to close liao..abt 7-8 plus le...as we had to go gold place plaza to hav our massage.. the massage was very good..but the best thing is tt after the massage my nose or flu had 'tong' liao..or else i had bad bad flu ahead..after the massage we went back hotel den fall asleep liao..dame shiok!!! but my dear suffer..

18 Nov 07 sun

As usual we went to have breakfast at 43rd floor.. we went to CTC again cos we feel tat we din manage to buy all the stuffs we wan n haven conquer CTC yet haha so we went back again.. this time we bought alot n walk bout 3 hours.. after tat we went over to chinatown to eat sharkfin n birdnest.. the chinatown there got so many alley selling many things but rem wor they sell wholesale de..must buy min pieces.. we walk for 3 hours till cant walk liao den went back hotel after buyin all the local food n titbits.. same as usual we went back hotel n unload again den we go to big C to eat dinner basically nothing to shop there de..onli the supermart is bigger den our Giant lo..den go to suan lum night market to shop again.. but i find tat suan lum things is much exp den CTC so din manage to buy anything from there..had a realli bad experience there..can sell 1 bag at 1800baht than final reduce to 750baht..in the end din buy...like u kanna force to buy fr them de n the ppl sellin it wasnt friendly at all...

After tat we went back to hotel nearby n shop again cos the street between baiyoke suite n baiyoke sky got many ppl selling clothes n items.. manage to buy some stuffs for my dear..was super tired tt day lo..some more my feet add to my pain..

19 nov 07 mon

4th day which is the final day we went to indra square n pratunum market which is jus below our hotel only to shop manage to buy some last min stuff to pack inside our luggage.. after tat go platinum mall shop again..first time it rain while we in bangkok.. im so happy can get couple t-shirt @220baht..cheap rite..wahhaha...overall i think i din buy enough cos my luggage still got 5 more kg to spare.. n i din manage to buy the bras n panties that i wan.. n some stuffs tat i din manage to buy too.. but nex time if goin i will choose another better hotel to stay..most probably baiyoke sky or amari watergate hotel lo...lol.....

than after tt comin back to sg was a bit delay cos of weather lo...we still got time to explore and eat our dinner at mango tree resturant in their international airport.. but my fren was unlucky lost his luggage at changi airport.. or mayb the person who check-in the lugguage in bangkok for them print the sticker wrongly so it wasnt send back to sg...pray hard they can get back their stuff...

planning another trip to bangkok soon wahaha....

2007-11-11T22:18:00.000+08:00

haha finally had fin my exam le...but i don hav confident in otd cos it was a rather hard paper cos i din realli concentrate to study le..so i will be worried for my result..wish i can pass this paper..i do not wan to repeat it...

onli 1.5 day to study for my last paper DC....while had been studying very hard for tt thought wat will come out..in the end with 20 marks on private label que and 20 marks on calcuation..i so kan chong last min don rem the formula..haha lucky mi i trial n error lo..haha the 1 i wrote is the correct 1..ben was the first 1 to go off after less than an hr..i was like wow so fast man..easy huh..

fri after dc exam went to salon to done up my hair..hee goin for wedding dinner at night with dear..haha 1st time done my curly hair...it will be nice nice..haha..but i still not use to it le..

my weekends was rotten at hm went to watch THE GAME PLAN N SAW 4..hmmm the game plan is nice n comedy..saw 4 was gross but not tt scarely le..haha..been havin flu for past few weeks..wat happen to mi??

2007-11-06T15:40:00.000+08:00

kinda of weirdo in me nowsaday wor...tmr anothe paper to go for OTD.well i donno y i don hav this faith in me for this participular paper le..i did study don say i din study at all..haha seem like i cant concentrate on my study..these few days i feel dame tired..is dame n not very..donno y..i will try my best to concentrate n absorb all the info..haha

help hj with its company for goodie bags foe an event..hee well i can say tt i'm grateful to her for tellin mi this lobang lo..haha though work for a day...haha i can say tt there will be constraints if u working with relatives or friends...there bound to be conflicts n disaggreement lo..well gt this data entry job for me...but well he din contact me..somemore its always last min lo..but too bad i'm with another company le..haha...for now i think i made the rite choice lo..cos instead of stagnating in those data entry job i might as well expose to more opporunties n learn more too..see which kind of jobs is gd for mi lo..haha

had been working last week..well wat i can say tt this company had many branches in a company..its kind of insurance company..but pls oh don avoid mi ok i jus a PA onli...i onli do those admin work..no invovle in selling...may b this had drain my energy..well wat i can say abt this boss or rather manager of mine..she the nicest person i ever work with..nice working with them lo..hee...well get to learn alot of stuff like investment n all..

well well for my dear dear had undergo so much stress n worries till i donno how to help him...cos mi rite now exam also stress...but oh dear u noe i always stand with u de...i try my best to help u whenever i can ok...hee dear dear jia you wor..

recently donno is too busy or wat i realise i din take any photos n upload..will be back to myself once again next week...looking forward to my bangkok trip le..hee...

yester saw my cousin blog...well i must admit i old liao...thinking back of wat she write made mi think when i was in sec n poly life..din realise she had grow up n in puberty stage n a stage where bgr is beginning wor..can see tt she is more happenin than me back than..haha..though last time i'm not so fortune where i'm still using pager n today they are using hp n internet..where on earth when my time was jus pager pager...internet was dame ex tt time..

may b is how she handle things n she look more mature than me..haha well tt time i dare not go for guys..cos i'm jus an ugly ducking...with an allowances of $5 per day cant go out..if not parents scold...see how patheic i am..everything is nono for mi..short hair don suit mi at all..i look like a boy..ppl thought i was lesbian wor..hai...sad sad...the growing up stage was not fun at all..am i anti social?? hai y y y..cant i born into a family with more understanding??not tt i hate them..i also realise tt my mum dote on my bro more than mi..haii...everything i do is wrong...do u get to drink those tonics made by yr mum for strengthing yr body??for mi is no unless i super duo sick..so i always tell my mum pian xin lo...hai wat to do..though i the youngest who can i seek help for??NO ONE expect myself..always telling myself have to be strong n i don need their help...u noe there was once when i was young...i gt thought of leaving hm so tt i can get wat i wan...although i din do it out of fillie piety....hai...y do i always have those guilty feeling when come to these type of thing...hai....ppl think tt i'm strong but in fact i'm weak n emotion inside mi...but who cares...is onli mi tt care..haizzzz....

hai nw goin back to study liao...Jia you!!!heeeee

2007-10-29T18:03:00.000+08:00

last thur finally had my first paper after so many days of waiting...the prepare process was kinda slack..donno y is it cos of i too confident or watever it jus seem to get into my mind..was rather slack all day for 2 days b4 the exams. well on the day of my exam i was rather scare n kc le...cos donno wat questions might come out..gosh...when i saw the paper i was like yes!! i noe all these questions..cos i been preparing 4 chapters n out of the 4 i study teamwork n movitating n coaching the most..i was like heng man..but oh gt 1 que i misinterpret it lo..sian hope i can pass can liao..

after the test meet dear go WM to eat kuey chap lo..haha also went to hunt for a dress for a fren wedding..hee actually gt budget lo..so went this fashion to try my luck...haha was so happy tt i can find the dress i wan..but i think dear don like it too much le..haha no new piece so fri i went to buy at JE lo..finally i get to have a dress i goin to wear...

oh ya time realli flies man..it been a year liao for passing my TP..n i now declare i offically DON need P-plate liao..wahhaha but memories keep floating back...i'm ok don worry..

sat meet roger n ann at beach rd to change $$ for our bangkok trip in nov...haha was so happy le..went to eat at hawker still can order so much food..eat till full full...haha..i eat chicken cutle with rice, sugarcane; ice cream waffler;tang yuen shared with dear...

i suggest go bugis village walk walk cos wanna to look for more choices of dresses since i bought...haha in the end we went to zimple shop n i bought another tube dress..noe wat y dear say?? he say this is nicer than the 1 i bought yester...hai..i impluse buying on fri..but this 1 really nice nice...not cheap abt 40 buck compare to 22.50 for the 1st dress...haha..no choice lo..

in the evening went to my dear relative hse for gatherin..haha it was very pai seh for mi..cos 1st time 'see' relative..haha..but the hse i went to not bad le..its a 5-rm flat with nice deco...n somemore the deco is sumthing i like to hav if i hav mine in the future..was rather full cos afternoon went to makan quite alot lo..hee

sun 28 oct 07

today slp quite late wor..haha wake up at 10 plus..cos i meetin my dear n his frens zq for blading session lo..also SW n J...was kinda of late when we reach there abt 2.56 goin to 3pm le..haha first time saw zq..well at first donno wat to talk abt..haha..was quite tiring blading fr 1 end to the other end..slack man..

at 1st they decide to go eat chong qing steamboat de..but in the end eat kuey chap lo...haha not bad la..thanks zq for treating us..so pai seh..than went shop n sit down n chat lo...haha n also we manage to treat zq an ice cream lo..haha YUMMY!!!

mon 29 oct

today was at hm need to study de..but donno y i don hav the mood to study yet le..was bloggin away n watch the taiwan show 公主小妹 07...its a nice nice show man..haha..later need to buck up liao..hai...

weather so coolin n was so slpy nw..haha..sian...

was readin my fren blog n realise tt some of them are graduating soon...n they are goin into another stage of their life liao..LT, Jane they all hav found jobs liao..another phrase of their lifes...

mi lei...still have another year to go instead of half a year..need to jia you liao..cos i realise tt i wanna faster fin my study n quickly go work n settle down..haha...think too far liao...

hmmm i gt say b4 theres a news tt i haven declare yet..haha nw haven the time yet la...but hav to wait till confirm everything than can say or else it will be mood will be spoilt for saying too early lo..told dear liao..u made all the decisions ok!!haha u shld noe wat i mean lo...

still have abt 11 more days b4 my 2 other paper...it will be a long long week for mi..endure endure endure lo..

2007-10-23T01:01:00.000+08:00

its raining,

less than 2 days,

still aimlessly studying LM,

anxious or stress or wat,

cant seem to get info into my head,

donno y i don hav the urge n urgentness in mi,

but i feel scare, think din put in more effort,

don feel like slpin,

wanna study more,

but here i am bloggin away,

is computer my greatest weakness?

can someone be my mentor?

guide me thru all n encourage me?

help!

wat can i do?

so aimless nw,

sum1 pls guide mi,

sumtimes feel like giving up,

but i cant,

i must survive,

alot of ppl are lookin n talking abt mi,

so have to do wat i need to do,

sumtimes i rather hav a simple, peaceful life,

stress is not the thing i wan,

pls sum1 pls PUSH mi to do,

even though the things i don wish to do,

encouraging word is wat i need nw,

this uni life is hard,

politics r everywhere,

tired of it,

hai......

still prefer poly life

thanks dear,

for all those

encouragments

2007-10-18T21:30:00.000+08:00

i now noe y women will get once a month mood swings liao..cos i'm one of them..today was super de..

had a chat with dear..he told mi tt 1 of his fren goin to propose to his gal in hk..sweet huh...haha i was wondering when i will become the next 1 lo..though nw i not financially stable but i wan lo...WISH onli..haha..

my target foe this comin months will be having to score well in exam but rite nw mi writin blog..muwahaha...than must lose weight..abt 10 kg in a few months ba..hee....jia you jia you

2007-10-14T15:47:00.000+08:00

wow so fast a week had past le..haha exam approaching le..so have to study hard n stress myself liao..cos i wanna do well n pass my exam..there goes my bangkok trip after tt le..hee

well 10 sept was the last class for LM..haha the lecturer jus help us on the exam paper than tell us the tips wor..haha..after tt together with amy n wj go clementi hav the wantan mee..actually wan to eat western food de but din open..haha after a chat went to bugis library to photocopy notes..after tt went hm n slack lo..haha

been raining these few days..cant go outdoor b play..sian..haha been studyin like nuts for fews days de..haha but i will jia you de..

JIA YOU EVERYBODY!!

2007-10-08T11:33:00.000+08:00

finally had the time to blade with dear..haha went liao but very very shag wor..been a month plus din blade tt y lo..

haha for the next few days had been rushing my projects n everyday in school lo..sian...but oh lucky manage to hand in lo..haha we are free of projects nw but exam comin le.have to study hard lo..hee..

29 sept 07

hai dear sat also workin cos gt dome work to do..haha..than mi as usual was rotting at hm servin net n also study a bit lo..

28 sept 07

was rotting at hm cos dear dear working..nothing unusual lo..

Happy Bday dear!!

27 sept 07

meet irene for dinner after my last class DC.hee manage to reach orchard ard 5plus..still early but it was dizzling lo..bv bring yu shen..lucky not so big man..

went to mark n spencer shop for her thing..hee than went swenson to book the cookies n cream ice cream cake for my dear..have an early celebration...haha walk all the way to far east to shop n have dinner..wow i really gd at not spending $$ ..my dear early off work le..haha came to far east to fetch mi n have chicken rice dinner lo...ok la not bad the chicken..

feel so bad leavin irene goin hm alone..hee..sorry gal..

after tt celebrate my dear advance bday...so happy first time celebrating his bday..haha

2007-09-26T22:58:00.000+08:00

haha been a long long time since i din update liao...abt 2 weeks or more..initally was waitin for dear dear to come back..been countin down for donno how many days..well nw he is back fr his trip liao..so happy...i think i lazy to write blog due to my workin schedule lo...

on the 21st sept mi i went to chinatown point to do some research n also buy something for my dear..than in the evening i went fetch dear dear..heard his flight delay..so eager to see him wor..so ard 8pm he came out..haha saw him become darker liao..n sick too..heartache lo...after tt i ask him to drive cos my manual drivin nt too gd wor..haha..saw him bought a lot of stuffs for mi..

sat 22nd sept

i had to go sch for a test..sian cos no time to pei dear n also study at the same time..to tell the truth i really donno wat i study lo...everything by common sense..but when i see the paper wat kao...its almost the same as the 1 the lecturer gave to us...din really go study lo..but overall quite ok lo..

meet dear at WM lo..cos he went to find hj...haha..dear was fevering...also on sun need to send his fren off to USA..so i went with him lo..b4 tt R n Ann came to find rj for drinks...haha i went to find him at the nearby coffee shop..

sun 23sept

early in the morning at 4am wake up n go airport to send kk off...haha i was super blur cos i had not enough slp..after tt i slp in car for 1.5hr..really cant tahan liao cos my eye really wanna close...somemore i still gt to work on sun...sian man..

after work mi n dear went to buy mooncake for each other lo..haha bakerinn moon cake not bad i like the orange bing p...n east ocean n four seasons too..haha..spent abt 96 bucks lo..

mon 24 sept

haha today i was super super blur..cos i din see the schedule tt i work 1.30 so i went in early morning..haha somemore today don wan to work with the gal i hate man...than i U turn back to see my dear at his house cos he no work..been to a doctor liao..

tue 25 sept

today no work..but schedule very tight..morning gt otd...amy very sweet give mi a box of chocolate..haha..not bad lo..thanks amy!!

after tt went to chinatown have lunch with her..din noe tt chinatown had so many nice eating places..i thought onli hawker n market onli..had chicken chop noodle,xiao long bao,luo han guo n dried been curd..yummy!!

after tt went to meet joyce at outram n go bugis have dinner..actually wanna to shop de but nothing to buy lo..another meal of fried rice with 3wings n bubble tea..ihaha i think i'm a rather big eater tt day man..donno how my stomach can tahan..

wed 26 sept

today went sch for lm..hmmm nothing unusal onli tt he show as a video clip abt brain surgry...an inspirating clip abt a black...after tt rush to work...this will be the last day of my work lo..cos they DON need mi liao..say gt enough ppl...really pei fu them say don wan than don wan..dame realisate company man..i think also gd la..i can concentrate on my study lo..n some more i DON LIKE the ppl there expect afew!!!

meet my dear awhile to see how we r doing today..had a gd chat with him...miss u dear!!

2007-09-07T19:55:00.000+08:00

went WCP with vanessa,was tired out after sometime...means i old liao.haha

today pek chek le,XN come my house,buai zhi dong,
don wan her to come in my rm,keep following me,so angry cant do my stuff.hai..

actually mood today gd gd de..till nw still angry lo..hai..spoilt my mood..nw onli dear dear call will made me happy!!

I MISS U DEAR

7.55PM

2007-09-06T22:29:00.000+08:00

after car wash went hm n rest, eat dinner,

planning tmr outing, waiting for dear call,

tryin out the calling card, called dear,

dear at function, donno i too sensitive or wat,

or he nt used to talk on phone,

feelin sian, donno y,

mood swings coming?

y gals always must suffer this,

the feeling i don like it,

i wan to be happy n no worries always!!

tell mi who can do it?

babies or children?

2007-09-06T14:07:00.000+08:00

today another day at hm..hmmm may b i now too ang liao don hav an aim todo my stuff wor..haha just washed my dear car but oh it turn out badly wor..need to go car wash by professional again..haha..or is it my frens all too busy liao..don seem hav time for mi de..hai...sian wat a day without dear dear with me..15 more days to go le.

2007-09-06T00:29:00.000+08:00

I cried once more,

stupid of me,

y am i so emotion,

some fresh air for mi,

gonna made myself more busy than ever

2007-09-06T00:18:00.000+08:00

MISS

DEAR

2007-09-06T00:11:00.000+08:00

3 sept 07

hai this was another monday..so boring w/o my dear with mi..i realize tt i been eating supper since my dear not here le..become fat n lazy lea..hope i can stop all these eating..or may b is due to the stress i have now or my pms coming...i keep eatin non stop le..haha someone help help!!!

4 sept

well today another bored day at work...face the 4 walls n a gal..nothing to talk abt..sian..keep running to the other side n slackin in the storerm u think i donno huh...sian...don wan to work with her le..cant even rest in peace even in there..look like i might steal anything anytime...is this how u look at mi? or my interpretation wrong..

everyday at work wish the time quickly pass n reach 8pm...

today my dear can access internet le...so can see him..he become thinner wor...miss him so much...

5sept

today dear called mi was waiting for him aimlessly..he say tt something made me so piss off regard clothes..haha...treat it as a charity ba nothing can be done lo...tmr goin to check price of phone cards and many other things yo be settle wor..

oh ya today sold a pair of abit torn off shoe..not serious when look afar..but i still feel abit guilty when i sold it off to the lady...hai..hope i don get into trouble wor...anyway i told her liao...at least she noe it lo..

hmmm today mood was rather swing after supper..hai...tired liao but don wan to slp how? cos i noe tmr i off?? or jus tt i too stress...cant slp well these few days...keep having dreams....

2007-09-02T22:58:00.000+08:00

2 sept 07

hai another working day n somemore this is a sun wor...well nothing much happen..get along well with the gal..today first half of day always slow de..after which it will be fast wor..haha..

n i was counting how many days had past as my dear had been in korat..it had been four days..so i am counting down to 19 more days b4 he come back..well if he goin to US..haha i must stretch my neck long long le..lol...

n oh dear u cant be angry k...my brother test drive the car..n oh i veri kc when reverse i accidentially hit yr bumper le...i noe u xin tong...sorry sorry dear!!time to slp too..tmr planning to eat kfc..hehe

1 sept 07

another day of work but not at SW is at OP..the ppl there not bad..went to warehouse 1st time to check stock.,very errie n ulu there lo..haha..cant describe it..than have onli half hr lunch break cos we at there for sometime liao le..went back to store to work again..this time round time really past veri fast..

as always was waiting for my dear call..heard fr him they goin to factory outlet n stayin in hotel too.

31 Aug 07

today once again back to work liao..cos off 3days to pei dear...not so bad working with jade n realize tt she goin to resign cos of the training le..hee..had a gd chat with her...missin my dear..

30 aug 07

today accompany my dear for super early bf @5.30am..than off to paya leba to send him off to thailand for his overseas work.hee i was super happy for him cos he get to expose more oppounities n can learn more too.of cos i was sad to see him go for 3 weeks but i noe tt our love will last n this is a testing time for us if he goin to USA..well i try to hold back my tears when my dear suddenly hold my hand while we on the way there but i still try to crack some stupid jokes.. after send him off i drove alone back in a manual car..hmmm was rather scare scare lo.

went to settle things at HDB@clementi lo. haha..than hav a short nap,went school than meet jac,hao,nicholes n irene.

went to hong kong kim gary eat n watch 'HAIRSPRAY', it was a funny n sort of musical show too...not bad after all..b4 the start of show my dear called mi...i was so happy..it was quite late when we fin watchin..i drove jac n hao hm lo..since i gt car fr dear. after a long tired day, realize tt dear dear was not with mi..i cried once again..

29 Aug 07

today after my LM class, my dear came to fetch mi wor...hee we had lunch at botak john...the serving was not bad le..but after eatin for sometime i find it quite 'ni', we r havin grill chicken with cheese topping..

since the weather so gd we went for blading wor.so long we din go blade liao..half way bladin, it was dizzling le..so we decide to blade towards the mac side..haha i dislike to drink sweet water after every blading but temping lo...still i try to drink plain water too.

we are early for our show which my dear wan to watch badly. Rataouille..the show okok onli la..i expect alot of laugher but no..hee..had a real gd day with dear.

CONFUSE

2007-08-23T11:27:00.000+08:00

well well today i was thinking...have i change my characters over the past few months? DID I BECOME THE DEVIL OR ANGEL?
did i mature or still inmature? do i handle things in such a way tt ppl don like mi? did i talk too much? wat is the really mi now?

right now i'm confuse le...who am i? am i the past jerlyn that can endure anything and i very sui pian and forget the past easily? or have i change to the jerlyn who doing to be DEVIL and hate them? tell mi who am i nw?

so much things have change over the past 1 year..mi, environment, frens....are these changes tt affect mi too? is tt called life?

could i return to the kind of life i had before?carefree n don need to worry so much thing....

WHO AM I RIGHT NOW?

a stressful month

2007-08-23T00:15:00.000+08:00

For the past few weeks I been busy with my work and study too..nw have to juggle bwt 3 things liao- work,sch n my dear. Trying to allocate more time to my dear cos mi really broke liao..well there were many up and down and some sad things happened..but also have gd news la..

Movies watched
Simpsons the movie ( very lame n not funny show wor..haha donno how to xin shang)
Rush hour 3 ( not a bad show comedy man..)

My dear going to Thailand soon..haha I feel happy for him too cos his dreams come true wor..rem to buy mi stuff k..haha..than I can drive his car le..anyway I bought him his bday present in advance liao..haha so tt y this month hav to eat grass liao...

we also planning to go bangkok at end of yr with R & A..haha..see how ba..mi nw lookin for a job le...any1 had offices hrs job for mi? part time de...

12 aug Went to batam with the gang – mi,cec n bf, lt, sasa n fren…first time goin there..my parents ask mi to be careful cos a lot of snatch thiefs n robbers too..haha..i say don worry lo..the thing there quite cheap n my ah kim told mi can get addias there..but oh u noe wat I cant get my stuff le..so angry n sad man..i think my dear also sad cos I cant get his fav tshirt le..haha the tour really sucks lo..cos bring us to those ulu shopping mall jus like queenway shopping mall de.. but the most rewarding is the A&W and the massage ($20) onli or 1.5 hrs..haha..hope can go there again..

This month had 3 projects to be due soon..haha been slacking lo..but we manage to fin 2 liao..but still gt 1 individual to go..n oh I feel so pai sei for not attending my lm grp meeting le..haha..hope they don mind lo..but I gt do my part wor..haha..in otd grp oh y am I also so suay tt I get this kind of grp mates de foreigners somemore..hai…

Been working for almost 1 month liao..really can say tt the pay is attracting but oh the ppl I work with very jia lat le. Got this gal lets name her X. I first day of work she taught me everything..but her attitude of teaching rite is very impatient ok this I forgive her lo..cos is not like everyone is the same as u le..but shldn’t her attitude be better towards the new comers and also shld clarify n tell mi lo..i not a worm in her body lea…who noes.. so dame piss off by her man.. this gal really made my blood boils man..donno is our ba zhi bu he or wat..so tired of this man.. gt a recent incident which really x 1000 made mi angry sad hurt n cry…she thinks she dame big meh? Very time I quarrel with her I wish I don work over there le…hope is on the third flr…Help help who can help mi in this…sian….need to see her every other day…hope I can continue to work there w/o much trouble…somemore I stay low profile liao le.. every thing wan to make it big lo..like wanna chase mi out of the company le…nw write also angry…wanna go clarify with her but I doubt she will 1 to listen cos if I don I will be the ‘bad’ guy lo..n my impressions for others are gone…..DAME HER!!

2007-07-30T17:43:00.000+08:00

well some updates on last week.

sat 22 jul

meet my dear fren V to watch movie together with hj..we also went to eat saki sushi eat..well we anything whwn coming to watch movie.but somehow we let hj made the decision..don wan to watch scary movie..so instead we watch Harry potter..after watching the show of 2.5hrs our butts are sore.the movie not so nice compare to last movie made. so after tt went to coffee bean at tiong bahru there...spend quite sometime chatting away.haha..well spend quite alot in food n parking too..

dear n me @ sentosa @white dog cafe!!

The four of us!!

sun 23 jul

as usual we wanna go blading de..last min hj say wanna go sentosa together with another V..so i had less time to get prepare lea. hai went sentosa in the afternoon..some more late afternoon lea..stay there abt 2 hrs playing volleyball and suntanning(not much sun)..after that went vivocity for dinner at the white dog cafe..we din order too much..cos full.. but is really exp lo..abut 80 puls for 4 ppl..hai..may b i like to pay wat i share/eat cos like tt not so lugi..cos i din order much ma..u can say mi selfish or wat lo..cos it my $$ ma..esp those order exp 1 they 'tan teo'.after tt home sweet home.

mon 24 jul

nothing usual..at hm slp n eat..

wed 25 jul

today need to find grp mate for LM. but oh onli 3 of us. saw a few guys we don like n pray hard we wont get them.haha me mean huh..cos i don like the way they behave lea..gt 1 guy i dame not like him ma..haha we 'k see' or treat him invisible when he trying to talk to us lea..haha..lucky we find another group of 3 lea..haha

thur 26 jul

today had 2 lessons in a day..went to otd in the morning..i find tt he rather fast in teachin compare to afternoon class..no craps..than afternoon gt dc class...well i find tt the lecturer is veri interesting..can talk till we forget sign the attendents..haha..than dear come my hse to eat dinner..cos my mum cooks..

my small cousin came to my hse almost every evening to have dinner..butan han her man..wanna use my com n flare up man..cos cant have quality time with dear..

fri 27 jul

haha today went to subway n peddergroup in taka for interview..haha saw the enivornment at both place..not bad..tt y very fan donno where to choose ma..need to consult my dear..cos he always give me gd advise de..

sat 28jul

its raining everyday since thur..haha..sian cant go blading again. we slack at hm again as morning went to help my mum..tired..n we so lucky tt after i wake up i rush my dear dear to go out..cos i saw crab aunti when we in car. dear had a realli gd day of playing games in my hse..haha..no wonder his eye so tired when we go IMM for our dinner @ BK..so long nv eat liao..haha..we bought watermelon juice too..

sun 29 jul

today slp quite late cos was rushing my assignment out. today will be meetin MF,AL,HH to celebrate belated bday for MF. haha we meet at taka n went to Paris eat..the buffet there not so cheap n the varitey very few..haha wat i like best is the chicken wing with char siew source..haha..we eat too full liao..wanted to explose..haha than went to artium to look at toys..saw HH had grow up liao lea..haha noe how to run n scream...may b he too shy don like to let ppl carry..haha din manage to carry him lo..haha..but hes cute..after tt went to MF hse..at his rm feel like slping lea..haha cos too full n the weather too...

mon 30 jul

today is kind of rushing for assignment to be out..haha..slp at 2am plus..than manage to fin it n hand in..hee thanks dear dear to go fetch mi hm fr sch..realli great u came..i miss u..

goin to meet my dear joyce for dinner liao..haha..hope she don late..

FeElIN a LIttLe Depress!!

2007-07-20T15:17:00.000+08:00

had meet up with the gals on wed..went to billy bombers to eat n wow we really chat alot lea..cos my dear jane also mia when we had our gathering..haha but its realli great tt we had meet up..chat fr work to bgr to ghost stories..think YS started up first de.gt so much goosebump n so scary man..took come pics outside cathy..haha..we realli zhilian man..thanks gal..

thur 19 july which is my cousin XN bday..had a mini celebrations in my hse..wow was like so many ppl n all cousins cramp into my rm to play games lea.haha my dear dear was here too..mi feel bad as he had to take test on the following day..bought a piglet booster fr mini toons for her..she say she wans it..haha..

fri 20 jul my dear having his test today..GOOG LUCK DEAR!!later think need to meet him late lea cos gt parada lea..hai..nvm i will still wait..

memories keep flowin back...which i do nt wan to think..i wan to move on....ppl say memories are not earseable which is true..Memories will be somewhere in bottom of yr heart.even if u don wan to think it wont help!!watever i think nw i feel so sad for myself..may b i wasnt as gd as nw...

hope tt i gt things to occpied myself lea..may b stayin at hm is nt a gd idea..no job no class wat to do..sometimes realli wanna keep myself busy..may go out to have fresh air??

2007-07-15T23:22:00.000+08:00

sun 15/7/07

today we both slack at hm lo..haha cos don wanna go out lea..haha like tt save $$ too..but dear dear so gd buy mi lunch..i was sick n after medi i was drowsy lea..had a afternoon nap..my dear so cute like to eat fruits in my hse..hee we had mac for dinner lea..we realli had nothing to do so we stay at hm lo... thanks dear for pei wo...i love u dear!!!

sat 14/07/07

today sat lea..so fast the week had past lea..today eat vegetain cos my mum cook..save another lunch..went to see doc cos of my throat..mi scare ma after my throat pain sometime lea..got medi to eat..hopefully can get well lea..after lunch we went to blade as we donno where to go also..had kit kat b4 we blade..had an enjoyable blade with my dear..than we went to beach road to sew my dear rank...so exp lea..haha no choice as we went there lea..had chao guo tiao,rice ball soup n sugar cane..mi n dear dear share 1 cos we both not tt hungry lea..after tt we met hj at bukit timah there for some coffee..my dear eat ice cream n ask mi to eat..eat alot..today sae many aunti crab crab lea..lucky my dear siam veri fast lea..haha..after tt we went to west mall to shop awhile lea..haha cos we gt nothing to buy so pei hj there buy lo..

fri 13/07/07

today nothing special slack at hm all day no work..haha n also a bit pissed off cos of the work..cos first the K say wanna hire mi but in the end say wanna a full time part timer..haha than nvm lo..cos if don wan to hire mi i can go look for other job lo..haha than i can slowly go search lea..haha n oh they haven pay mi lea..mi so dame broke nw..

thur 12/07/07

was so kan chiong this morning..wake up at 7.30am..cos last nite don hav a gd slp as i was rushing out the ppt slide n some more my printer spoilt at the last min..so suay so need to go sch early to print n somemore if u late for presentation u cant present as well lea..hee..but the presentation receive gd comments fr the lectuer alan cos we nv conclude our part..haha..overall nt bad..cos of the research i had found..haha

wed 11/7/07

it was another final day for mi to fin up my project n thur will be my presentation lea..well had dinner at hm but i think i aciddentially sallow a fish bone..haha..but i din care or less..hee..

Tue 10/7/07

hmmm today was as usual went to sch do my presentation project...mi had a boring life since i din work part time n also my dear was goin to work..been at hm slackin n also do my presentation..lucky my mum gt cook wo

2007-07-09T20:56:00.000+08:00

hmmm lets start with the last week of my work...well basically i was there doin 'wu ah bo a' at both sm n bm. went to bm there help to file n do some minor work...well its realli slack at there..went for 2 days.gd for earning some slacking $$. also went there with B to bank in $$ n also do some shopping at vivocity..wahhaa...bought 2 tops fr mango @$7 each...gd bargin huh..was so broke after tt but still can surive..well was chasing them for my pay cos if nt i'm super broke lea..they take a slightly longer time lea..donno y..but lucky she intro mi this job or else i wont get a 9-6 job..thanks gal...n i also find tt this co wanna employ someone to take over B as she goin to materary leave..looks like they cant make decision fast..cos i wanna find a part time job to support myself lea..haha..

1st week of july

this week was rather a busy week for mi as i had to attend class everyDAY.it was tiring man..but it was fruitful..cos learn quite alot n the lecturer was veri strict lea.gt 1 week to prepare a presentation n also hand in the memo for our projects lea..hee..well i had met 1 of my classmate fr last sem..had a gd chat with her but realize wan to form grp she hestiate a while..fr my feeing think tt she don wan to grp wif mi..treat her as a buddy but than she treat mi like tt..was so angry n sad man...hai think ppl are hard to predicte ba..i think i too trust ppl liao n let my guard down..ppl say i treat ppl too gd liao n take my advantage lo..hai..wat to do resigned to fate ba..

my dear was on leave for the whole week..haha went to watch the show 'transformer' n 'die hard 4'. Transformer is worth the $$ to watch n the time too..was very exciting..but not suitable for ladies who are feminine.. Die hard 4 talk abt US system was hacked n how a hero go save the world..after watchin this show i learn something fr it..

hai sat he gt to work as requested by his fren to help him cover for this sat..cos he had something on..my dear also treat ppl too gd liao donno how to say no..haha...but i still like him lo...

my area here enblock so need to look at the housing lay out which is near NHHS there..well the layout nt bad lea..haha..but i think i wont get to stay there lo..mus see how first..

friday 6/7/07 meet up with eil,bao,jess as the rest cant make it..well well bao was usual late man..for 1.5hrs..haha imagine we in nydc till 8.30pm than order main course..haha i din eat much lea..onli potato salad wor..so long din meet them liao..we chat till 11pm plus..tt long as we sat there for 4hrs with ppl q-ing outside lea..wahaha..first time sit there so long chatting away..

my dear was sick havin fever..haha still i drag him to expo tt was havin a car carvial..my dear wanna go too so we took the mrt lo..haha..there was a furniture n renovation mall there..the car carvial had quite a no of ppl lea..saw many babes there let ppl take pic wor..haha at the same time we went to find HJ as well..haha she was busy talkin to customer.so after tt we went hm cos dear nt too well liao..hee let him sweat sweat..

8/9/06 mon

today went to sch for my projects lea..haha n my dear din work so after tt i went to his hse n slack n play game lo..haha..bought durians but i noe he hate durians..sorry dear shldn't force u..haha..

today super mood swing man..cos of my project grpin n may b stress of the presentation lo..haha..but after walkin hm feel alot better..hmmm.....may b i need to take it easy ba..

another week gone

2007-06-18T15:46:00.001+08:00

haha its another week lea..so fast 3 weeks hav gone...been workin 3 weeks n another more week sch reopen lea..haha but still need to work part time lea...no $$..wanna buy things as gss is here but i cant need to save a bit more lo...than off we go thailand to shop lea..

haha nw in office bloogin..wahaha first time i doing this..cos i had fin my work liao...been slacking nw..cos nw do filing lea...so tired these few days..donno y lea..haha wanna slp but cant..wat happen to me lea..

oh ya i got my result lea..it was nt as gd as i think lea..donno is it cos i too kan chiong or wat..haha but overall i pass all my modules lea..haha..lucky me..

haha for the past few days was working n working..my routine is work,hm,net,slp work...every day been like this wor..haha so tired of mi lea..but of cos i meet my dear for awhile do some chatting lo..hee love my dear so much...always there for mi de...

wed 13 jun 07
today after work went to meet the gang cecilia.liteng n sasa..hahah..i thought i be the latesr lea..butin the end i'm the earliest wor..when ps saw spongebob square pants..not wat i expected de lea..haha cos the character is a real man n the cartoon type de lo..haha..went pastamania eat..receive the belated presented fr them..haha its a bag!!love the bag too...hee..thanks gal..sfter tt went billy bomboers for deserts lo..haha had a full dinner tt day..after tt meet my dear dear for a short chat wor..haha..

sat 16 jun 07
we nau at hm cos raining...watch a movie in my room not bad lea..haha after tt meet hj after her work ard 4plus to 5..we went to HV for dinner..went to essiential brew for dinner where i recommend lo..not bad the food there..lucky as my dear to put coupon..u noe la the place there alot of aunti 'crab' de..haha

sun 17 jun 07
today it rains again lea..wanna go blade but cant..i noe dear dear like sunshine de lo..hee but no choice la..we went vivocity for lunch as well watch Fantastic 4..a nice show with humour,exciting,keep u in suspend de..haha.. than after tt we go food republic eat hokien mee,my dear eat kwey chap as usual..haha

super HOT n hot weather too

2007-06-10T22:35:00.000+08:00

pass realli flies fast man..nw it sun liao..haha..well for the past week as usual had been working n working..but somehow i manage to fin the work fast so can slack quite a bit..haha in the end mi need to pretend to do something in order to pass time wor..haha

well meeting dear this week for 3 times..hee..cos he need to work..he realli my listener ear..cos i will talk more than him lo...haha..but i will be his listener too....he sumtimes give mi advise realli thanks to him..hee so glad tt he's my bf

well actually fri meetin the gang de..but postphone to next week lea..haha..

today my mood realli swings man...talk alot donno y..talk abt frens,r/s, etc...can talk till veri veri hot..cos think today weather also hot..no link-***diao***
talk abt a gal but don wanna say who..haha..noe u in a dilema but pls stop playing ppl feelings..jus straight to the pt...
heard some juicy news fr dear abt the other fren..haha was so shock when i heard it..so da tan in work place man..haha

over the week!!tireddddddddddd

2007-06-04T22:12:00.001+08:00

it been a long time since my last blog lea..haha wat have i done last week...i found a part time job due to the help of hj..realli thanks her for helping mi if not i will be working as watiress nw..but think i need to work so tt i gt $$ to spend n save lo..hee realli realli broke nw..n nw gss so tempting ..need to be control lea..

nothing interesting happen to me lea..haha better nt man..well 72 more hrs b4 my results will be out lea..so scary but i gt study for my exam lea..sure passed de..hee

well it been abt 2 weeks since we back fr langkawi..realli miss the place n stay with my dear...well i learnt more abt my dear lifestyle n his character...well realli pei fu him tt he can be so calm when things happen..haha mi opposite de..mi kan cheong type lo..haha

recently heard some gd news fr dear's fren abt dear...hmmm i hope its true n he can go..but i noe he fan bu xie mi..but i realli wish he can go lo...but bad news is tt this thing is not confirm yet...

recently due to 8 hrs a day glue to the monitor my eye seems tired lea..haha..after came back fr work still glue to screen..haha..super woman lo...

need to catch up with my frens lea..seem like ages ago lea...this fri might be meeting cecilia,sasa n liteng wor..hee

sian

2007-05-26T21:40:00.000+08:00

so sian today kanna summon again fr my bf lea..hai..this month of may donno suay or wat two weeks kanna once each lea..hai feel so heart pain for him cos $30 each lea not cheap wor..sian..than somemore onli awhile lea..tt y my dear eye lid 'junp' a few times today wor..n i ask him to put he don wan to put..hai...sian..g**t wan $$ de..hai x 10000000000000

My Trip to Langkawi

2007-05-21T19:28:00.000+08:00

mi n dear rj was back fr our langkawi trip..it was very nice but a bit kan chong trip.cos din noe there are so many differ places to go..overall i give 8/10 but oh will not returnin there in few years time cos still gt so many other countries to go..

day 1:15/05/07

mi n rj went airport quite early cos we took mrt there..haha.after check-in we went for our lunch at burger king as we cant find Subway..sian..the boarding time is 1500.n oh u noe wat first time see a 'child' size plane..compare to others it was realli small lea. the airport was really really small too..

first time goin oversea with my dear..hee so happy..had our lunch in the plane..fr sg to langkawi onli took 1.5hrs lea..a very short distance..when we reached there we went to ask car rental rates. for a auto car it costs rm200 bucks..lucky i bought my driving license along or else donno wat to do lea..we had a airport transfer to the hotel..well its onli 15min ride lea..

the rental car was send to the hotel n we pick up fr there..our hotel was Berjaya Langkawi Beach Resort,delux rm with partial seaview. we also ask abt the tour packages such as island hopping,mangrove tour or snokelling.these few activities are most popular in langkawi. din noe tt there r shuttle service to the rm, after we check-in hotel we ride the bigger size tuktuk to our rm. lucky gt this service or else have to walk quite a distance. we stay at the 2nd floor with a partial seaview lo..lol..

wat can i say abt the rm..well it was big with a queen size bed n a sofa..nice n comfortable..after restin,went to pick our car n also bk the mangrove tour which lasted 6hr for day 2. a short drive fr our hotel we went to a place call oriental where we had our dinner. thought of goin for jap food but find it was quite exp lo,in the end we went to another resturant called oriental bistro restaurant. the food there ok ok onli la..we ordered curry chicken,satay,watermelon juice n salad lo which cost abt RM37.not so bad la..

after dinner we went to the nearest petrol station for top up n purchase some drinks for ourselve lo..lol..after tt went back to hotel to rest lea cos by tt time got nowhere to go its 8pm plus lea..

day 2:

actually we wake up quite early @5am plus..cos kanna bite by ants which i found out lea..we din really check the bed b4 we slp..thought of changing the rm..haha but lazy mi..we went to have our bf @the hotel lobby. it was international buffet..wat i like most is the scramble egg with fillings..so nice..the food not bad expect a few dishes..

was super early when we reach the lobby to wait for mangrove tour abt 8.45am.the receiptionist ask mi y so early..haha.actually by the time most of ppl are there abt 6 ppl n bloody idoit we hav to wait 15-30 min for a ang mo guy n his 2 ang mo gfs.. he is e 1 who drag the time..oh ya n its raining at the pt of time..when we reaches the habour at tanjong rhu it was abt 10am liao but the ang mo some more can say don wan go cos rain..realli "pei fu" them lea.may b they had longer stay here ba.lucky the rain stop lea n we went for our tour of 6hrs..

OMG i forgot to bring my sunblock along n mi kanna sunburn lea..haha we went to quite a lot of places such as egale feeding, fishes feeding,bat cave,mangrove, beaches n also went to a resturant out of nowhere for our lunch tt is provided..we get to meet this pair of twins fr france but her mum fr taiwan.well they are really beautiful kids lea..took pic of them wor.the trip lasted till 3-4pm liao..like tt half day gone liao..haha..

after the trip,we wash up in our hotel rm n off we went to kuah town. there are 2 main town in langkawi where u can shop n eat..kuah town is on the east side of the map n well we staying in the west lea..my dear drive n i the direction controllor..well we go wrong way too cos of a poor controller..lol..

bk spa on day 3 at alun alun spa..than went to see their Langkawi Fair Shopping mall which say the largest shopping mall..well it was nt large at all lo..lol..i bought 2 tshirts, some souveniors n tibits for frens n relatives lo..my dear bought a bermunds at bodyglove..hee we went to eat mac..y we eat mac there cos there are nothing much to eat expect seafood ba..n not realli enough time lea..the mac there cheaper than sg abit onli la..

eagle square is their symbol of langkawi n also the jetty pt..the eagle is huge..haha there is another shopping mall there but we don wan to go cos tired liao after e trip..the most scary thing is tt when u reach hotel rm u can find dozens of ants ard..mi very scare of ants so dear help me to kill it..cos it was like all over the bed n lugguge too.haha spend abt 1hr clearin the mess lo..

day 3:

today thought of goin to snokellin but decide nt to cos we do nt hav enough time which lasted 9hrs of the whole trip. as usual we went bf than after tt we go to the beach in front of the hotel..it was very nice n inviting lea..so was like we are the 1st person to be there lo..shiok man..saw mini white crabs n a huge 1 too..but it was movin too fast.haha..my dear dear pick a seashell for mi wor..lol..love it so much lea..after visting the beach we went to poolside.

i went swimming in the pool while dear suntanning..1st time saw dear in swimming trunk haha so sexy.. we had lots of fun takin pics in the water lea..lucky we back at our rm fast cos its raining .fin wash up we went to the seven wells n waterfall..the seven wells is like there are 7 holes at the top of waterfall to collect water..had tried to wash our feet cos muddy after slightly raining. the water was coolin wor..nice nice..but we had a hard time climbing up the stairs man..so steep lo..loitering there 4 abt 1hrs..

crocodile farm was our nxt destination..entrance fee for both is RM 31 include bring of cameras lea..lol..watch the crocodile show hmmm to me is nothing excitin lea..jus tame animal being trained.. but is an experience lo see differ kind of species lo..somemore gt 'bugalow' type of house for them to stay de..

we had a late lunch at padi(rice field)..need to comment a bit lo..order fish n chip n chicken chop lea..the portion was dame small nt like in singapore..but not back la the food..n also a bit ex wor..spend RM48.50 lea..haha..

after tt we rush to underwater world cos 6pm close..we reach there abt 4.45pm..lucky man..entries fee abt RM38..almost same as singapore lo..haha there are parrots there too..weird huh...haha the place quite small la..also got penguins too lea..wat an ey opener is the veri veri big stingray n other fishes..haha..as tall as mi lea..went to watch 3D show..may b i not use to the glasses ba..haha n oh the show talk abt how the fish survive in water..veri short..not up to my standard lea..haha

after tt we went for our spa..costs us RM660..quite exp but worth the money lo.. realli had a great experience there lo..first we had a hot tub of rose n milk favour, scrubing, yogurt body mask,shower n massage..very relaxing for 2.5hrs lea..nice nice..can try..

we went to nearby cafe called SUN cafe lea..had our dinner there we order potato wedges n chicken chesse bacon chop...not bad the food too..but the wedges are nt fried 1..there are steam with a green green pasta donno wat is it called..

day 4:

this is the last day of our trip..times realli fly man..haha..today we went to cable car but early in the moring it rains lo..was prayin hard nt to rain wor..actually we went up the cable car the weather was veri foggy lea..cant see anything lea..but lucky the fog went away when we walk to the bridge there..we could see the view fr there.wow the scenery is realli great..nice sea, hills,skys..nice nice..the most rewarding experience there..

we went to telaga cafe for our lunch b4 we go back our rm..had chicken bryani not bad but lucky it was big plate..we cant fin all lea..went walk walk n also take few pics lea..haha..relaxing lo..after tt rest awhile b4 we go airport lo..

Langkawi i coming!!

2007-05-14T00:10:00.000+08:00

still have 12 more hrs b4 my post-bday trip to langkawi lea..haha so happy finally wait till this day..can enjoy myself after exam n my dear too can relax lo..haha really laughing all the way.. but today oh my dear kanna a summon..sian..nvm jus treat this as charity ba..went to pray pray than meet roger at imm buyin gifts for ann..haha

ya!!Langkawi i coming!!

a MeMoRaBlE wEeKeNd!! ThanK mY dEar

2007-05-07T11:41:00.000+08:00

had a small celebrate with my dear hee.he was very cute when i open my hse door to him.

him:hi i don have any present for u lea
me: huh really? don bluff mi la..haha(actually i saw a white plastic bag liao..)

Actually i noe wat he goin to buy for mi lea but i pretend i donno..haha..saw him givin mi a bouquet of blue flowers which is my fav..so happy..and a full of star wif the gift inside..haha..actually is a bday ring lo..can hardly find the ring amg the stars...

Tt my gifts fr him...

really happy that he celebrate bday with mi..hee with a black forest bday cake.

a bday kiss fr him!!

After that we went to vivo watch spiderman 3. was there eatin n shopping but due to our tiredness n feet pain we jus find some place to rest n see the sea..haha..spiderman 3 was rather draggy..2.5hr of show wor..haha..i would rate 3/5 ..hee..joyce called i wonder how she is liao..was a bit worried for her wor..

5th May 07

today actually we wanted to go blade with his fren de but was cancelled due to me lo..in the end we went to HSBC TREE TOP..u noe wat we were unprepare lo..din noe we had to walk such a long distance.noe wat we wear? SLIPPERS!!tt rite..walk fr carpark A to all the way to the tree top than back again..the route was like 10km back n forth..i was goin to cry cos my legs hurt..imagine walkin 10km with jus slippers n up n down the mountain..haha actually we took the longer way up there..gt shortcut de..but mi blur blur ma..lol..

slippers tt walked 10 km

was realli dead tired after walking 10km..we took abt 4-5hr to walk lea..
next time shld go prepared lea..haha..but is a gd excerise wor..shiok shiok!!

2 of us shag n tired after 10km walk!!

pRe MoOd SwInGS

2007-04-30T21:52:00.000+08:00

finally 1 paper down lea..so relieve a bit lo..was back hm a little late due to the bus jam n ppl knock off' fr work n sch..

my hand a bit itchy than rem dear told mi tt his blog gt achieves de but cant manage to find it..was too kpo..thinkin i wont be drinkin dry vingaer and a sour heart but i was wrong..as a gal i thought i'm ok with it as long as u don tell mi in details...but oh i was wrong upon seeing the entries..mi itchy eyes again go read...nv ever underestimate a gal feelin for this kind of thing even though she say wont de(gal always kou shi xin fei de)..haha..n mayb nw due to my pre-moodswings i was like - OMG :...( sh*t man y am i like tt...

am i crazy in love with him liao tt will cause my sour heart?

tt enough liao or else it will become a big issue lea...keep my finger cross* hope i will nt think too much n deep into it de cos having exams in next 2 days..don wan to kanna affected by it..sian...

i noe memories will be memories..cos i been to thru tt phrase b4 too..haha dear don take it to heart k..
dear fr the beginning of our r/s i told u b4 if 1 day u don love mi, u noe wat to do rite..u noe my ans too rite..

stUdY tIME

2007-04-27T13:13:00.001+08:00

it will be 2 more days b4 my first paper..n it real fast man..i still nt kan chong rite nw lea..how?anyone to help..

today wake up early to send HJ to airport..its realli dame early lo n also happy for her lo..when they saw a secret person comin hmmm was thinkin of her lea...saw her wanna say hi but i think she don regard us as her fren..the sitution was a bit awakard nothing to talk to her..hmmm think she cant get over it..i think differ ppl had differ thinkin ba..once she had made up her mind, she will follow it..thruly wat to my opinion she nt tt 'nite kan' n don like her attitude as well n like attention grabbing(seriously i think she lack of love sort)...though she had her own way of expression of feelings...cos to me i very 'shui bian' to my frens attitude but don get on my neves can liao..gt my limits de don think i veri 'hao qi fu'...think nobody yet noes my temper well except my family members(can get veri ugly when reaches my limit lea)..lol..think i complain too much..haha jus cant stand it lea..(dear don get frighten by mi wor..)

yester kanna frighten by this cat who went into my house n into my bedrm..kanna shock by the cat i scream n jump onto my bed..n u noe wat the cat walk gracefully to the door..i was like...wat kao...

went to watch the korean movie '200pounds beauty' it was rather a nice show..makin mi laugh all the way wor..haha..recommend this movie..feel like goin for surgey wor..

n also celebrate hang hang bday on sun wor..hee so happy when see him smile lea..was at mf hse the entire day lea..lol..had a wonderful day

9 more days...was waithing for dear to give mi the present..lol but ho dear u must tell mi y u give mi tt thing lea..haha cos i will ask u..(for u to think n prepare...muwakaka)

Study WeEk!!

2007-04-20T17:55:00.001+08:00

it been 1 week since i last blog lea..well these 1 week nothing much happen cos i am studying for my exam lo..in 10 days time will be my first paper HMT. been goin to WCP to blade with my dear as his IPPT is coming last than a week time lea..of cos he jog i blade..i where gt the stamina to jog lea..lazy mi..

meet mf n ailin for dinner over at harbourfont n also hang hang too(dear's godson)..hee so fast he goin to 1yr old lea..time realli fly man..he cute n adorable..

The star of attraction-->HangHang

we had fun n all with little cute hanghang..my dear still clumsy carrying him(dear u need to train up wor)

15 more days to my special day...was wondering wat dear dear could be up to..say wan to source things for my special day...if not dear u can ask yr fren for advise wor hint* hint*

don worry i will nt see thru u this time i pretend nothing had happen k dear..lol...plus don spend too much wor...hee

new restrictions in changi airport

2007-04-12T14:38:00.001+08:00

saw this news on tv sometime back..it was some meaure came up for restirictions in hand-carry luggage.

Singapore will be implementing new aviation security measures for hand-carry luggage on flights departing Singapore from 8 May 2007 (Tuesday), 1200hrs. These measures are in line with the International Civil Aviation Organization's (ICAO) recommendations, made after the reported United Kingdom aviation terror plot in August 2006 and following the latest recommendations on these restrictions issued by ICAO on 30 March 2007. These measures also apply to passengers making transit / transfer connections in Singapore.

was wonderin does this apply for check in luggage as well? cos it will be very troublesome lea..so call waste space lo..haha..though is precautions but i still find it too ma fan lea..haha..don care la..sian..may b check in luggage can don put?

long long week

2007-04-11T20:42:00.001+08:00

it had been awhile since i last update wor..hmm a week of not blogging seems long to me lea.. wat had i do for the past few days..haha..

9 Apr 07
today dear off again..so gd huh..not realli..haha donno gd or bad...but to mi is gd lea cos he can pei mi..too bored went to watch 'sunshine' at westmall..the show was like apolo 13 lea..not tt nice wor..haha..been nau all the way after show..haha..

8 Apr 07

sun my dear working fr mornin till nite..realli xin ku lea dear..hee..was studyin thru out but very sian lo..cos stomach cramp..hee..

7 apr 07
hate sat morning class de..cos weekends is meant for my dear de.hee..after my lesson my dear came to fetch mi after tt we go mac to study..my test on mon lea..sian..the onli last test lea..hee..met my dear's fren,Vincent. Wow can say he is really tall @ 1.9m lea..that was 2 of my heads height..haha..see dear dear do the model car so serious really gt a lot of patient...it was rainin cats n dogs..kanna wet even under the roof..

went to far east plaza again..haha..go take my gifts..than dinner again..singapore very small..no place to chill out all need $$ de..haha

on the rite side done! onli 2/13 completed wahaha..

6 Apr 07
today gd fri lea another hoilday wor also guan yin tan..haha..went marina square to buy our things..hee bought quite a no of things lea--2 purses;1 for camera n the other donno put wat..we took bus to far east plaze to do t-shirt printin n pillow 2..1 for nick n the other 1 for Hang Hang..onli on sat than can take..hee..went to eat sakura halal 1..wat can i say..the serving is small but taste ok ok onli..

5 Apr 07
well well my dear dint have to work today..its day off for him..hee..but too bad he sun had to work at least 15hr shift lea..went to sim lim help check how much the modify psp onli cost 275 bucks compare to when it first launch..also went to pai pai at guan ying mian..after tt saw jolin at bugis..firdt time see him in person..pretty..at last bought my sunglasses..had stomach upset lucky dear ask mi wanna sit down ma..thanks dear..

went to watch the movie ' shooter' at jp..my dear so cute tt after he bought the tickets liao still as mi is it ok to watch the movie?haha..well overall the shower so so la..revenge kind cos america free country ma..haha

A fAIrTAlE bDay? i think nt

2007-04-04T15:24:00.001+08:00

my version of fairtale bday
(very simple n easy, think most gals wan like tt ba)
goin to a romantic place to have dinner, after tt surprises came in, blow bday cake, kisses fr my dear, walking down the beach enjoying sea breeze, surprises again,i be very happy...haha..think its hard to do that wor..

wat i wan for my bday?? hmm let mi think..dear hint hint***

- of cos everygal wan surprise fr their guy ( mi also wan but not too exp can liao) (small little gestures like a stalk of flower, i'll be ver happy)

- a big bady cake ( not possible if 2 ppl 1 slice of cake with a candles i b contented liao )

- of cos going to romantic places to eat (i wish to go but nt exp de..if more creatively can made own dinner-->more surprises!! hehe)

- of cos celebrate with my dear seldom celebrate with others on actual day de..

- a big real bear hug n kiss fr my dear

- i gt wat i wan lea..my langkawi trip wif dear!! 41days more

- helium filled pink shinning balloons..(mi old liao but i still wan ballons!!haha..though it will b very pai seh but i love it cos tt day will be my occasion..)

- mi wan more ang pao too bad nt celebrating at hm so no ang pao..(they sure forget my bday de..sob sob**)

- think i shy when celebrating with big grps of frens..haha like wan presents fr them..haha wait ppl say i bu yao nian..haha

@@ wOnDeRIng @@

2007-03-31T22:47:00.001+08:00

Married?
i was thinkin is it when a gal get older she wans to get married off asap? cos she don wan to left on the shelve? cos she see other couples xin fu n wondering when her turn?well i can say that this depends on fate n the guy she wif...

1)is it the older the guy,the more stable they are n wanna get married?
2)is it true tt when the gal n guy are the same age, the gal wanna settle more than the guy?

R/S bwt frens n lovers
1)where do u draw a line bwt frens n lovers? or u jus treat them as e same?
-->if u don, yr gf/bf will get disappointed n upset n JEALOUS. will this cause them to lose faith in r/s?

-->wat happen if u treat yr frens better than yr own gf?will they rather be frens than lovers? cos u care more for yr frens than gf?

-->or u been together for some years liao or even months do u take the gal/guy granted as they noe u nv leave them? wat happen if its really happen?

Betrayal
if there is 3rd party invasion??wat will u do??curse n swear? remain quiet n bless them?wat will u choose??

wat happen if frens become yr lover?wat wuld u do if hav a gf currently? is this consider betrayal?

..once a gal/guy heart changes, u can nv expect them to be the same or even patch back. n it will change very fast de...sometimes u nv even be prepare n kanna shoot!!wat will u do?? cry n patch n don move on or move forward handsomely?

ya u will be sad for sometimes but still have to move on. theres no pt in turing when the gal/guy change his/her heart liao n u cant be even frens..This type of ppl u can don even care, u can turn yr back againt them..they are avoiding the issues n don dare to face the reality..wat can u still do??ya jus give up hope on them!!!

If u are in love rite nw, my advise is that
1) treasure the moments with yr loved 1
2)don care wat other ppl view
3)u may not get another chance to do wat u wan nw, don regrett later
4)always do small small things together tt he/she like, he/she will be vvv happy
5)surprises!! no matter gal/guy they sure love it n remembered
6)if u love him very much,give him TRUST!!

Are we gals always thinking n analysis too much?haha..head big lea**

sLp 4 5 hrs

2007-03-31T22:06:00.001+08:00

Finally is the end of the month lea..was rushing hmt project like hell the past 1 day..so sian..was working till 2.30am yester..doing all those final editing changing all the formatt..look very messy as we donno wat are the theories ,application n recommendations..hahah..hopefully can fin by today cos mon need to hand in liao..so sian..

was slping like 5hrs plus than my dear msg mi lea..wake up ard 8am wanna get more slp but cant..was very jing shen lea..but after havin bf with dear at mac..i was soooooooo slpy lea...my dear was so sweet n he tucked mi into bed..haha..thanks dear..after tt was watching tv for past 2 hrs n nw i'm doin my project again..was tired but had to hang oh!!jerlyn!

heard dear was in the heavy rain in afternnon..think he was drench in rain lea..hopefully he didnt catch a cold..

coming to end of week n end of month too

2007-03-29T12:55:00.001+08:00

the time fly very fast lea..coming to end of week n end of month too..alot of things had happen this month..haha...ranging fr stress, sch work, happy really make my march busy lea.. haha who ever read this is my life involved my dear, my frens,my family...

happy--> had book my trip to langkawi

excited--> lookin forward to my destination

worried--> my dear hurt his hands n nw haven recover

stress--> my test hmt n pm making me crazy!!

sch work--> projects making mi headache with conflicts here n there..sian..1st time

angry--> with somone don understand our language

sad--> was up n down..having mood swings

crying --> donno y i cry n i don wish to cry

xin fan--> my exam begin in early may

hai hao-->exam b4 my bday!!

sian--> repeat the exam i took last sem

HaPpY,sAd HaPpY

2007-03-27T22:34:00.001+08:00

today mornin went to get the tickets fr the agency lea..wow tt was fast..hee went with my dear as he don need to work lea..was vvvvv happy lea..can anyone tell mi whether need passport for them ma?cos ho first time book tickets wor..haha.. after tt we went to PS for a short walk n went back clementi for our lunch..waited quite long for the wanton mee..cos veri popular..but yummy!!

went to sch to do projects..first time i do project so long n been repeatin n repeatin the same thing but A donno wat we say although she meant the same thing..gt 1 part was dame piss of by her..wanna to argue lea..haha..almost cry out..spoil my mood lea..our frequence is differ lo..1st time in my life doin project i so dame piss off..by the way i'm the 1 who always give in..really lea..but sometimes i'm a bit stubborn la..but i can say this is NOT my fault..

lucky my dear was there to an wei wo n sayang wo..than i cool down lea..haha..thanks my dear..

I FiNaLlY fOuNd sOmeOnE

2007-03-25T23:42:00.000+08:00

this song is my dear told me dear..well after listening to it, the lyrics was really meaningful wor.
it describe n tell my xin shen. n also how my dear n me met each other n become a couple.
though sometimes i not gd at expression.hee..enjoy

Bryan: I finally found someone, who knocks me off my feet;
Bryan: I finally found the one who makes me feel complete...
Barbara: It started over coffee, we started out as friends;
Barbara: It's funny how from simple things; the best things begin...
Bryan: This time is different;
Barbara: la la la la
Bryan: It's all because of you!..
Bryan: It's better than it's ever been;
Together: Cuz we can talk it through;
Barbara: My favorite line was 'Can I call you sometime?';
Barbara: It's all you had to say...
Together: To take my breath away...

Together: This is it!
Together: Oh, I finally found someone; Someone to share my life;
Together: I finally found the one - to be with every night;
Barbara: Cause whatever I do
Bryan: It's just got to be you!
Together: My life has just begun, I finally found someone...

Bryan: Did I keep you waiting?
Barbara: I didn't mind
Bryan: I apologize
Barbara: Baby, that's fine
Bryan: I would wait forever
Together: Just to know you were mine;
Bryan: Ya Know - I love your hair...
Barbara: Are you sure it looks right?
Bryan: I love what you wear...
Barbara: Isn't it too tight?
Bryan: You're exceptional!
Together: I can't wait for the rest of my life...

Together: Oh This Is It!
Together: I finally found someone; Someone to share my life,
Together: I finally found the one; to be with every night...
Barbara: Cause whatever I do
Bryan: It's just got to be you
Together: My life has just begun; I finally found someone...
Barbara: And whatever I do.
Bryan: It's just got to be you!
Barbara: My life has just begun...
Together: I finally found someone...

--->THANK MY DEAR ("v") U <---- A TiReD DaY!!

2007-03-25T23:26:00.001+08:00

haha today went to Natas fair..surprisingly we spend the whole afternoon walking n asking for quotation..wow first time there with my dear.afternoon seems many ppl...mus pay enterance fee of $3/pax lea..haha..eat ppl $$ de..but we manage to get something for my bday treat. but b4 that we were indecisive...gt so many choices for us..the ppl orgnizating these really spoil the consumers..but no choice la..singapore so competitive lea..was deciding which 1 to take..cos we had our tight buget as well..hee..

hee like to thanks my dear for my bday treat wor..though it burn a huge hole i n his pocket..so happy lea..but the next step goin to plan our outing lea..haha...fun fun..looking forward..

ToO MoOd SwINg + ToO BoReD??

2007-03-22T21:35:00.000+08:00

today no sch today been at hm slacking doin my projects..after a while of doin my projects i been straying away cos donno wat i aiming for..been watching tv n as well walk here n there aimless(hate it when donno wat to do cos will tend to go find food eat de..) haiz!!

suddenly had this feelings i always hate when it comes will made mi cry even though i try not to..well this feeling i hadnt for a long time but is everytime i was being reminded or saw,my tears rolling down lea. wat is it, i don wan to say...but i can say i already put down lea.

wif my dear,he will made mi smile no matter wat silly things he had done..had cried once infont of him cos of my mood swings..hee

i think tt my emotions are always up n down lea..y?may b today too free liao n will think too much..

WaT a sTrEsS WeEk

2007-03-21T19:22:00.001+08:00

haha finally fin my hmt n pm test lea..hmm well can pass can lea i will be very happy though i nv pass with flying colours but oh see my frens they all, a bit stress la..peer pressure wor..

need to thanks my dear for keepin mi company to study for the last weekend..too a pic of my dear which movtivate me to study..he look cute in tt wor...hee so bad of mi oh but i gt pei him talk cock wor..hee thanks dear for encouraging mi all the way.cos i feel so stress up with all the comments sayin 'test comin need to study' so sian with these comments liao..though i noe its wrong to argue qith my dad but i jus don like it lo..stress stress wor..lucky my dear was there for mi when i needed him cos gt 1 time i was cryin lea.. haha need to do my projects lea..sian..

my exam schedule out lea..hee lucky it al in a week not like spread throughout 3 weeks n most imptly is tt is before my bday..haha so happy lea..must jia you lea n work hard towards my goal towards my future wor. hmt had already given us the tips so called exam ques lea, pm need to do past year series can lea n bb haven..hee

--> tt my motivtator<--

ReCoVeR SoOn My dEaR

2007-03-15T22:44:00.000+08:00

my baobei was sick today..he had been in sun,rain,sun..see him hurt n nw sick lea. jus nw was rubbing for his wrist as i rub harder saw him in pain.tt hurts my heart almost wanna cried out lea.but i ren ren ren..hee..ask him to slp early lo. dear hav to recover soon k. miss u

HaPpY wHiTe VaLeNtInE dAy!! 白色情人节快乐!!

2007-03-14T20:58:00.000+08:00

stress for these few days man...been studyin my hmt for the entire day but been stopping here n there to take a short break lo..haha..look like no mood to study lea..

白色情人节快乐
its origin fr Japan .when a girl 表白 to a boy on 14 feb. than the boy hav to return a gift if he likes the gal.This is same Vday as 14 Feb but the role resevse onli.hee..

today dear went to take xray,think everything is fine ba onli tt his wrist still abit pain n the redness had gone lea..was like waiting for him the whole day though i noe he wont been so early off work lo.was so worried abt his hand wanna see liao than i an xin ma..haha i like tt de will think too much..but i not fang xin ma..

been thinkin a lot of ques these few days.i was wonderin y do i still hav time to think so much tt my test date is so near..alot of ques pop up. at first when i was single @ tt time i was thinkin of nt putting so much feelings into another r/s cos i was afraid to be hurt again.

but nw i was wrong,currently nw with my dear i realize that 我越来越爱他!!cos 你的爱和关怀以深深地印在我心里!! everyday was looking forward to see him..haha silly of me huh..

专属天使

2007-03-13T00:13:00.001+08:00

小小的手掌厚厚的温暖
你总能平复我不安的夜晚
不敢想的梦想透过你的眼光
我才看见它原来在前方
没有谁能把你抢离我身旁
你是我的专属天使
唯我能独占
没有谁能取代你在我心上
拥有一个专属天使
我哪里还需要别的愿望
小小的手掌大大的力量
我一定也会像你一样飞翔
你想去的地方就是我的方向
有我保护笑容尽管灿烂
没有谁能把你抢离我身旁
你是我的专属天使
唯我能独占
没有谁能取代你在我心上
拥有一个专属天使
我哪里还需要别的愿望
要不是你出现
我一定还在沉睡
绝望的以为生命只有黑夜
没有谁能把你抢离我身旁
你是我的专属天使
唯我能独占
没有谁能取代你在我心上
拥有一个专属天
使我哪里还需要别的愿望